Harry pov
I'm not going to quit till I find them. I know angie and the group will be pissed but I need to do this. For gemma.I don't care if I turn on the way because maybe I will not.
Angies POV
Zayn walks in and all i can think of is Harry. He lays on the bed "I know. I'm am laying here tho. I'm not leaving you alone" he can see my heart break over another man and still be here heart in tact. Start to cry and cry myself to sleep with zayn tickling my back. Of I didn't have Sam him and Louis. Id be dead right now.
Sams POV
i wake up to louis shaking me awake.
"babe...BABE!"
"oh my god im awake!!!!!!"
i hate being woken up like this.
i get out of bed and put on some jeans and a long sleeve i lace up my boots and go out into the common area where everyone is already there.
"god about bloody time." i flick off whoever said tjat to me.
"well lets go than..."
god im already cranky thanks to louis.
we all pack up the car and get ready to go, everyone has there weapns ready for anything
"we will find u styles...." i say more to myself than anything and down the moutian we went.
Angies POV
As we go to the next town we try to have hope. An hour later I start to get worried. I see Sam. Pissed. Harry Sam and Louis were best friends. They were his escape from my fucking bull shit. I start to understand why he got upset when gemma died. I didn't appricate him. No signs. I can't find him. I thought I saw some blood but who knows in this world. We found a home. Of he is here he will come back.
Sams POV
"so guys do u want to call it a day?? because i dunno where else to look..." everyone was looking at nial waiting for an ansewer. everyone shrugs and puts all there eyes on angie. "we found a home. if he js here he will come back..."
we all get back into the car and go down the road a little bit more to search more, untill we turned back
we walked back into the castle and up to the towerrs. ma already had cooked us a meal.
it was silence as we ate dinner. eveyone avoiding eye contact with each other.
"well... i think we should try to find a genitor to get these showers hooked up...."
i didnt have to look up to see who it was speeaking, nial as always i thought liem talked alot but niall talked even more. he pretty much took over the role of the 'leader' i started to shake my leg so fuckin pissed at harry for just abandoing us, hlw could he fucking do this?!?! louis puts his hand on my leg as kf he was reaading my mind. he rubs the top of my leg to try and calm me down but it just inraged me even more
Angies POV
Days pass and all i can do is lay in my bed. Looking at the polorid pictures I took before he left. The rest of the group has managed to be able to be happy In our new home. I know its try and hate it but I'm making it hard for zayn, sam, louis, and niall to be happy because I'm so upset and because Harry is gone. Zayn walkers in withhot chocolate and sit next to me as he puts my hands on the warm mug. "I brought your favorite Angel. " the warmth on my hands feel nice. The past couple days I've pushed Zayn away. Resenting him for taking my attention when Harry was here.
When I looked into his eyes in this moment I know that is not right of me to do. He is trying his best to deal with a shitty situation. I take a sip of the hot coco. "Now hunny tomorrow you have to get out of bed. You need to eat and interact with the group. They are getting worried" Yesturday I would have told him to leave me alone but today I decided to speak "will you help me?" I look up at him and ask with a raspy voice. Realizing I havnt spoke in days. He smiles at me and grabs my hand "of course sweethart. I'm always here" I hug him and start crying. He lays my back "let it all out Angel. Its okay. I'm here"
Sams POV
it has been about a week now since harry decided to up and leave us. we been working really hard to get this place. nial and louis found a generator down at the town and we got the showers to run. we been re stocked up on food and water since we found all the stuff in the kitchen.
i hurd the door creek open and we all look back.
"hey ang!" i yell when i see her. finally shes getting out of her room, she needs to get back on her feet. she walks up her hair a mess . "why dont u go take a nice cold shower" nial tells her
"i could go for a nice warm one" she says right after. "yah i wish" he says back.
she comes back around 30 mins later and were all around the huge table.
Angies POV
Taking a shower was a nice way to clear my head. I only cried twice. I sit at the table. Everyone looks at me. I think I'm starting to feel better and everyone seems pleased to see me out of bed. Ma comes and sits next to me. "Its nice to see you out here baby girl" I missed my ma. I really have to get a grin and see what's in front of me right now. All these people.
Sams POV
"so im thinking we go on a run, but its about a day away from us.." everyone looks at niall. "we will leave in a couple of days." with that everyone continues to eat. i finish my food and put my dish in the sink for ma to wash later on.
afer dinner i see angie sitting in the common area. "hey want a cig??? louis found em for us on the latest run" she nodds at me and i give her a cig. "are u going to come with us on this run???" she inhales the cig deep and her leg starts to shake. im just waiting for her to get up and pant.
she says to me "i dunno yet" and i nod my head. i feel like i cant really get anywhere with her so i let her be with her cig.
i walk into my bedroom and lay on the bed. this trip could be life or death for us, shit everyday was life or death for us. i could hear the door open and feel someone sitting next to me. "i love you"
louis.
"i love you." i respond back. he gets up and lays near me. "i know ur going on that run even if i told u i dont want u too..."
i dont ansewer him insted he just curls up next to me. i love how tiny he is, like a little pixle baby. i lay my head down and drift into sleep
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