Sporadic Direction

Chapter 39.

Angies pov

As we all look at this beautiful space in this castle we could settle in Zayn and I look at Harry. He looks back grinning. He runs up to us and hug us. This made me the happiest girl in the world.

Once the group hug is over we look over at liem andnicole. We almost forgot there is darkness that came with this light. We go over and provide what support we can. Sam and Louis walk up "were going to have to figure out a way to get this whole place clear but for right now this huge area is clear so we should call it a night" sounds legit to me. Harry nods.

He says he is going to exploring. I push Zayn to go with him while he is in a good mood. I stay with liem and Nicole. She is supporting the fuck out of him right now

Sams POV

i walk up to liem and give him a huge hug. i feel like this is all my fault and this guilt is in my stomach. he tolds me tight. "im so sorry liem..." i whisper in his ear. "its okay love, and i dont want u to think this is ur fault, its not." it was like he reading my mind.

 a tear comes down my face and i nod to him. i get up and give nicole a hug and whisper in her ear. "ur all he has now nicole...." she nods to me and lets me go. i go over to angie and hug her as well. "we did it, were here. and i cant help but feel like its my fault ruby died...." i look down. she grabs my arm "no sam this is not ur fault, u got us all here... ruby died protecting us, please dont feel guilty" she hugs me again and wipes to tear from my face but the guilt still sits in my stomach.

Angie POV

"Sam we finally made it. You were right. You potentially saved all of us. Face it. People are going to die. They don't want us too feel guilty about it. They want us to thrive" I say To Sam as I am hugging her. I think my words may have helped. 

I see Zayn and Harry come back to the common area giggling. "So we claimed a room." Harry says and zayn say real fast "yeah it has a bed with a fire place then another room within the room with another bed for when Harry gets pissed at us" he jumps in Zayn and gives him a nuggie. I don't know how long this will last but you better know I will take advantage of this tonight. I look at Sam. Pick out a room with Louis. I'm sure there will be something beautiful

As I look around at every one excited for the castle and liem and Nicole trying to be just as happy I lookin myback pack. This might be the perfect time to at least bust out the drinks and weed. Maybe I should save the extacy for when Harry is having a bad day.

 In that moment I think of Zayn.he is so stable. Always just there. Harry isn't. Then I remembered the promise I made Zayne when gemma died. One day he is going to make me pick. And that day may be coming sooner than we thought. Or maybe not. Angie stop thinking I say to myself

We all sit at the common area table. Its sop big we can all actually fit at one table. Zayn and about to sit and Harry comes up and steals the seat between us. I'm fucking glad he is in a good mood. After we eat I bust out my backpack and say "bitchezzzzz." Throw down 2 pack of cigs, a half gallon of captians, and 8 joints. Little did they know I still had more supplies. I should go to town and re up soon I think. Everyone cheers. I throw a pack at lime with 3 joints. "Thats all you bro as well as much booze as ya want."

 He says "thanks mate"he said it more passionately than the words came out.

Harry pov

Sam was right and we made it to the castle. Maybe there is hope. Ever since we walked in this part of the castle I can't help but to feel like my old self. I can hold the fact I didn't speaks my last moment with gemma on angie and Zayn forever. I decide even of I feel doffrent tomorrow I'm going to pretend like old times tonight.