Sporadic Direction

Chapter 57.

Angies POV

I can't help but to laugh when Sam punches Zayn in the face. He desurves it. I hate to see the group torn like this. Can people just leave us alone? Rick and Daryl let the dreaded haired women in. "What do you want outsider? Were not find of new friends" she drops the basket of formula. "I am not here for trouble. I saw the commotion at the school earlier. You left this at the scean. You can have this and I will be on my way" Rick notices she is bleeding heavy. "Are you bite?" She grabs her leg "I this old thing, its just a scratch" it was a pretty serious gash. Daryl adds "what have you done with thoose zombies?" she smiles "when you remove the mouth and arms you establish dominance and get less noticed by other walkers. Its how I have survived alone this whole time" Daryl and Rick look at eachother like fuck. They return to the castle. "Hershal she needs medical attention on her leg" Sam gives a dirty look after hearing that as she just walked back in after leaving because she lunched Zayn. Daryl comes near sam,  neals by her. "The last has been alone this whole time and has 2 zombie pets. Trust me she can stay outside for tonight and she will be on her way tomorrow. Don't stress I got you" I can tell this makes Sam feel a bit better.

Sams POV

. i still dont like how this woman is here. rick said shes okay and we should
keep her around but i dont know if i can fully trust another stranger. look what happend to zayn and what happend with larry, emma, zoey.... i never knew the zombie apocolypics could be this confussing.
i hear aomeone walking in and im already under the covers. i hear there boots come off and the feeling of the bed sinking down as an arm snakes there way around my waist pulling me into him more. louis kisses my cheek and i turn to look at him. he is staring at me and tells me "i love you" i start to get teary eye thinking of him before all hell broke loose. "why are u crying love?" he wipes my cheek with his thumb. "i love you...so fucking much" he brings me into his arms and holds me reating his chin on my shoulder.
"im so lucky ur with me, even before all hell broke loose." i whisper to him and he kisses my cheek more. i kiss him on the lips this time. i lay my head on his chest and fall asleep to the beating of his heart, knowing that its beating for me.

Angies POV 

Laying on the couch is my latest trend. The last couple days Zayn and I have been drifting apart. He keeps talking about how he needs to be alone and find his creativity. I'm not sure why creativity even matters in a world like this. I decide to go to my room to talk to him. Were married. We need to work this out. When I open the door I see Zayn finishing packing some clothes. "Zayn what are you doing?" he can't look at me "I have to leave the group. " my heart sinks. This was one of my biggest fears when I had too choose between Harry and zayn long ago.

 "Why? Were married" he still can't look at me "were not actually married. This is a zombie apocalypse. Anything goes. " I sniffle. "Apparently you do too" He finally looks at me and grabs my hand. 

"Its not you. Its me. I can't live like this with this group. I need to be on my own and make my own decisions" I start to cry "but I thought you loved me. I thought you loved us." he grabs his bags. "I will see you again. I'm sure our paths will cross." then he just leaves the room.

 No kiss. No nothing.

 Harry was walking in when Zayn was going to walk out of the castle. I hear bickering. Then I hear Rick say "of you want to leave so be it but you can not come back and you are not taking any of our cars. We will give you this shotgun and that's it. This is real shitty of you to do to your wife. Weather you thought it was fake or not she thought it was real." I'm listening to all this crying behind the wall hiding.

Sams POV

im sitting on louis lap in the common when i see zayn wiz past all of us with his bags. i look at louis and hes looking at me just as confussed. everyone stands up watching whats happeing. rick goes up to him and says " e back and you are not taking any of our cars. We will give you this shotgun and that's it. This is real shitty of you to do to your wife. Weather you thought it was fake or not she thought it was real." we all just stand there stunned on. what the fuck is going on??
i hurry up and go find angie rigt away and see her crying agenst the wall.
i go up to her a hug her so tight and let her cry on my shoulder. i dont even say anything and just let her cry it all out. once she settled down she looks at me. "what is wrong with me?"
"oh angie there is nothing wrong with you, its him hes such a fuckin idiot." i rubbed her back and she started to settle down.

daryl cought us a deer so the smell of the meat smell fantasitc. mom was making it and i could not wait for it. everyone is sitting and angie comes in and everyone stops talking. akward... she sits next to louis as he trys to make her smile which he sucessfully did.

Angies POV

The moment after Louis made me laugh I have been glued to Sam and Louis hip. I stole Harry's place. Harry has been good at giving me my space. I wold like thonthing more than to hold him but everytime I see his face I think of Zayn and how I should have never feel for his tricks.

 Its like he saw a window of opportunity when Harry was fitting with Kendall and completely took advantage of it, ride it out for as long as he could, then thew me away. Threw all of us away. So no I can't look at Harry without feeling like a stupid person. Louis and Sam run into my new room. I had to move rooms. "We have a surprise for ya lad" Louis says with a huge smile. I look at Sam and she also has a huge smile. "I was talking to ma and she actually brought some of your cds when she left your guys old house. We found a CD player soo here" Sam places the from bottoms 's in my hand. I grasp this close to my heart.

 This just might help get me through this. "It was Harry's idea to ask ma about the fron----" Sam nudges Louis for mentioning Harry's name and that he cares about my situation. I give them a group hug "I honestly could not have gone through this without you guys. I love you. You are my blood. Never let go" they both say "never let go back as we all pinky lock" I've been making them do this more as my abandonment issues are getting worse. I zip to the kitchen and grab some left over captains and ciggarettes. Run back to my room close my door and start playing. The minute I hear Brian's voice the pain easez. I can not help but to wonder what he is doing tho.

Sams POV

we leave angie to her own lil world. shes always been like that and we all respected it.
we all been talkin among ourself talking. louis and harry were talking so im just sitting there on the couch in my own thoughts. i feel someone sit down next to me and i look over and its niall. i havent spoken to niall since he kissed me. i look down at my hands. "hey..." he starts to say. "hi...." awkward.....
"look Sam, i want to apology. for what i did.....
and what i said i ment... and its never going to change.... but i dont want to loose u as a friend u been my best friend since i moved here....."
i look down at my hands and gulp.
"its okay niall...."
i look over in the cornor of my eye and see louis looking over.
"look niall, u are my bestfriend but i am with louis.."
"and i accept that, i want u to be happy "
i smile and finally look at niall. he has this smirk on his face and i give him a hug.
he gets up and walks away. what a fucked up day dude

Angies POV

I'm screaming singing lyrics "AND I REFUSE TO TAKE ANOTHER BREATH TILL YOU CHANGE WHO YOU HAVE BECOME" I'm starting to feel the buzz. I hear a knock at My door and try and compose myself. 

"Come in" its liem. He sits down next to me. Takes a swig of the captains. "Ya know I miss her every day. Not a day goes by that I don't Remeber her smile. But I know where she is. She didn't leave me. I know this has to be super hard for you ang but he killed Taylor swift. He is a bad guy. He is actually the one who gave Niall thoose glasses he won't stop wearing. You can do so much better." wow that was reallynice of him.

 I explains to him about how I feel stupid. I had the world and let it go because of Zayn.   We have a good heart to heart and he lets me be back to my world. After expressing thoose emotions verbally I start to drink faster. I'm sluring lyrics at this point "thhhhisssss is metre offfdicallly givinnnggg uppp onnnn youuuu. I wasteddddd tooo much time. Withhhh stttupid lies" I hear another knock on the door. Its been over an hour since liem left. I hate being popular sometimes.

 I see the face I have been avoiding. I burst into tears. Harry runs up to me and hugs me saying "shhhh let it out love" after a couple moments I wipe my eyes and tell him why I havnt been able to look at him. About how Zayn ruined everything. As I explain he is holding my head near his heart rocking back and fourth still from when I was crying. Its so comforting. "Angie you will get through this. I have known you and loved you for so long. That hasn't changed. I know we have all been through a lot but this is for the best. The dog marries you then leaves to work on his creativity. We don't need him in the group" Harry is right. I don't even want to ponder on what Zayn is doing again. "Harry thank you. This meanttttt a lot to meeee. I thinkkk immaaa pass ouuttyt"  Harry picks me up and tucked me into my bed. He goes to leave the room "Harry?" "yes love?" "don't go leaving or dying on me?" he chuckles. "Never letting go dear. Sweet dreams"