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I wasn't there for her.

She needed me.

I wasn't there for her.

She was feeling pain.

The pain I thought I would only feel.

She was feeling those emotions I try to hide.

She tried to tell me.

She texted me.

I wasn't there.

It's all my fault.

She was a happy one.

She would get anxious occasionally but she was okay.

But then we became friends.

It's all my fault.

I was too depressing for her.

I encouraged the scarlet lines.

It's all my fault.

I shouldn't have any friends.

I'm not good association.

I'll only make people's lives worse.

She felt the need to slit her wrists.

And it was all my fault.

                     I.R.G.
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