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I want to feel your warmth.
I want to feel your lips on mine, but we are running out of time...
Peter.
That place between sleep and awake is where you will always love me.
And I believe you...
Peter.
But what about the time I am neither asleep nor awake but I am numb, constantly gnawing on my thumb, anxiously waiting for you...
Peter.
Waiting for you to save me so I can save you from this world that is killing me, that will kill you.
Stop
We won't have to come back.
I'll stay away with you.
No need to anxiously wait for me to say goodbye, I wouldn't dare try.. to leave like Wendy did.
I will love you forever...
Peter.
Just save me from myself, I'm telling you there is no one else.. that I love except you.
But I'm here waiting like a starving child is waiting for food.
I am in need of you, I'm craving you, your lips on mine but we have less and less time...
Peter.
I will not give up, but you need to show up.. soon.
I am tired of talking to the man in the moon in hope he will send a message to you... and tell you, you must hurry up because our time is trying up.
I wish to learn to fly, and I, wish to meet those rascally mermaids who will try to drown me before I drown me, myself, and I drown myself in my tears crying for you...
Peter.
And I, wish to fight pirates and forget the battles when I had to fight myself,
Peter I have scars, I can prove it, my battle wounds I can show you as proof that I need saving more than that beautiful girl down the street that looks more like Wendy Darling.
But Wendy... Wendy broke your heart..
I'm not going to break your heart.

(Just hurry before you break mine, Peter.)

I.R.G.
        8/18/15