Love on Opposite Sides of the Ring

Part 27

Harry's pov... It was Louis's and I's first Christmas together and it felt nice to wake up next to him, my fiancé. We needed to decorate the apartment since we were so busy training for the fight, that we just didn't have time. Louis's parents were coming over as well just to see how we are. I haven't really hear much from Julie, she must be busy with new foster kids. It also felt nice to just wake up and do absolutely nothing. That was the part I enjoyed the most, besides waking up my love. I also wanted to visit Dany on his grave, this will be one of my first Christmases without him...I still can't believe he's gone.

As Lou is still sleeping silently, I just let my mind wonder to my past. I know that in church we had learned to never look back at our past, but always look at our future, but it was tough not thinking about Dany at this time of the year. Especially when he would make me a hand made stocking each year since I was 11, and he would fill it up with my favorite candy. That was the only time I could eat something unhealthy. I remember at first I was expecting protein bars, but when I saw candy, I didn't care about all the sugar and calories it had, but I felt overjoyed being a kid again. Back in the orphanage, our Christmases were dull so Niall would always sneak out and go to the nearest drug store to buy all the candy he could with the change he had in his pocket. Then he would bring it back to our room, unnoticed and we would sit on the floor, just eating away our feelings and being happy cuz it was Christmas. At the home, we didn't get any presents, it was just a bug house full of lost souls.

We did that every year until I turned 11 and boxing chose me.

As I look back, I had been through so much. I had kept reminding Dany how he saved my life the moment he showed up at the park. He gave me my purpose in life...he was my guardian angel. Just that thought made me smile, just the fact that he will always be there where ever I go.

By now, Louis was awake and I barely noticed until he was planting soft kisses on my neck, where he had left a love bite yesterday. I was sitting up, my back against the headboard of the bed, and Louis decided to straddle me. Our eyes were lost in each other's and he started to kiss me passionately. This time I wanted to behave just a little bit cuz it was Christmas. We should be in church or reading the word. I just feel guilty like I'm messing up everything. I just decide to kiss Lou passionately but keeping it clean and not messy like yesterday.

Lou made a sudden stop, furrowing his eyebrows and asked, "Why are you holding back, babe?" I simply stated, "It's Christmas and I want to make things right." Louis just nodded and continued to kiss me, but this time more slow and intimate. This was one of the reasons I am marrying him. He just understands me and respects my wishes.

We didn't grind on each other or anything, we were just sharing a passionate make out session. There's nothing wrong with that. My hands found their way to Louis's bum, as I squeezed it and pulled him closer to me. I was getting hard and it's barely been 5 minutes into our make out session. I always lose my control when it came to my fiancé. I just forget to think or where I am at, only focusing on the beautiful guy I'm going to marry. Louis moved his hips up just a bit, and that movement made me lose it.

I wasn't thinking so I just started to grind on him. I felt so bad, but it's like my whole body lost control because it wanted my fiancé so badly. I guess the events from yesterday, made me want to do more things with Louis. I'm just stuck in a place that feels like Limbo.

Our movements now we're in perfect sync, as Lou was letting out slight moans. He kept telling me, "Don't ever hold back, I need you," I just nodded cuz I was so caught up in the moment. The pleasure I was feeling, it was incredible. I felt like I was someone else. I just wanted my fiancé, I needed him like he need me.

I was grinding on him faster but smoother, I wanted to be right. Even if we couldn't be inside each other, I just wanted it to feel that way as closely as possible.  I didn't want to get blue balls for the rest of my life. I needed an alternative. It's really hard not to do kinky things to my fiancé.

Louis let out, "Oh gosh Harry, you're so good in bed and you're not even in me. Don't...stop." I went faster, holding him down and super close to me. We were sweating but we didn't care. It felt like we were continuing our rounds of extreme dry humping and I could never get tired of this. I know when we go to church, we are going to feel so guilty but hey we didn't have sex.

Soon, Louis did one more movement, making me come hard in my boxer briefs that were now destroyed. I didn't really care, I just thrusted onto Louis, making him come too. Louis removed himself from on top of me and we decided to lay down for a little while until we would start our day. We wanted to buy each other Christmas presents, look for a tree and decorate the apartment and tree.

I also wanted to make my special eggnog that Louis hasn't tried yet.

After relaxing, we decided to get up, take a shower, and have some breakfast at a small diner. Then after that, we went to the local shops to buy each other's presents, and I decided to pick out the tree. I wanted Louis to start decorating the apartment in time for his parents' arrival.

I proceeded to go to the park by the shops from earlier, where they sold more than 25 real Christmas trees.

I decided to park on the side of the road where I wasn't in the way of traffic, and went to pick out the perfect tree.

There was a man with a white beard that looked like a British Santa, and offered, "Hi lad, do you need help picking out a tree?" I reassured, "No thanks, but thanks for the offer." The man just smiled and proceeded to help other customers find the perfect tree.

As I walked around in circles, trying to find the perfect tree, I finally saw one that I loved. I decided to take out my medium sized ax from my car, only to come back and start chopping away. After I got the  pine tree to fall on the ground, I started to pray for abundance and a second chance in life. I just felt the need to, and when I was done, I simply picked up that tree and went back to my car. I tied the tree to the top of my car, secured the tree, and made my way to the apartment.

Went I went inside, there was so much beauty. I was proud of Louis, he has a magic touch for interior design. My babe is sure full of surprises.

As the day went on, I decided to make my special eggnog and waited for Louis's parents.
A little while later, they came to the apartment and we all spent our Christmas together like family.