Lost

35

"I'm not a vampire; I'm a werewolf" he says trying to be calm.

"Oh thank god! Cause this would be awkward." I say and go into my closet (ps I got my own room) and pulled out a team Jacob shirt.

His face deadpans.

"I am the only werewolf you should have a shirt about even if it is fictional!" He says rather loudly. I'm guessing people took this as a ticket to leave. Because then he picked me up by the waist and carried me to his room and threw me on the bed.

Now ok I know what your thinking and no thats not going to happen.

Instead he does the second worse thing imaginable: tickles me.
The first, of course, being decorating ones floor with smallish clear Legos. *shiver*

He finally stops when his phone goes off... Uh oh I better get out of here.

He looks at his phone.

"The alpha scheduled a meeting for next Wednesday. On sec I'm going to repl..."

He looks at me and I probably looked like the most guilty person in the world.

"Did you change my home screen?" He asks pursing his lips.

"No I also did your lock screen" I say back.

'Cause that was the best thing you could have said' April says sarcastically.

'Where have you been?' I ask her.

'Inside your mind'

I probably made a face resembling this: (￣(工)￣) cause Jay looked at me weirdly while cocking his head.

'You know what I meant' I tell her

'I know and to answer your question I never had to criticize your actions or wording till now. Also fantasying about our mate. I mean look at him!'

I look at him and he raises an eyebrow at me but you can tell he likes it.

'True... Ok carry on with your fantasy now'

'Peace out!'

"What was that about?" Jay asks

"Just my wolf criticizing me" I say like it's normal.

"Ok..." He says unsure how to take that.

Then a smile graces my lips and I say, "sooooo how do you like your new lock and home screen?"

His face deadpans for like the millionth time today.

"You are so lucky that the alpha didn't see that" he says.

"So you still mad but not as mad?" I ask.

"Naw you to cute to stay mad at" he says which make my cheeks resemble a ripe cherry that you get I'm Kitty Cocktails.

He chuckles at my face and kisses me on the forehead, which soon turns to a kiss on the nose. But then I turn it into a make out session... On the bed. Ok that a weird way to phrase it but let's just say that our clothes were kept ON.

He trailed the kisses down to my neck and I had to bite my lip to hold in the moan. Once he gets to the spot where he would mark me he asks, "can I mark you?"

I want to say yes really bad but, 'remember we can't. We have silver in our blood. It will only hurt him'

'I know-' I feel his teeth scrape against my skin and I had to let that moan escape.

"You never gave me a answer" he says between kisses.

"N-no" I say but let me tell you I didn't want to say it nor did I want to look at the emotion held on his face after.

There was only one way to describe it: heart broken.

"I knew I should have listened to the stories about rouges and their mates" he says and tears start to prick my eyes.

"Bu-"

"No" he cuts me off.

"We learned those stories since we were kids and the rouge always ends up hurting the other. I never should have accepted you" he says before walking out.

He assumes...

A few tears start to fall but I hit can't stand being by his sent. I take one of his washed hoodies so it doesn't smell like him. I put it one and put up the hood to cover my face. I run down the hall back to my room and close the door behind me.

I throw off his hoodie and dump it in the trash, and I start to cry as I curl up on my bed.

I considered going to Ben but he's busy with his mate and I don't want him to get involved.

T H A T N I G H T
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My cheeks are stained from tears, my nose is stuffy, and my eyes are dry and out of tears. So I just sit there staring at a wall in pain.

Soon my eyes start drifting close as I take a short nap.

I soon awaken to the sound of my window slamming shut. I watch a piece of paper floating to the floor.

I pick it up and it says:

Dear Punching Bag,

I remember that nickname even before I read the rest. It's what the rouges that first imprisoned me called me. (In chapter 1 Bc I changed it)

It been to long hasn't it? Hope you didn't miss us to much. Anyway, how's your mate and new pack? They seen fairly easy to take down. So how about we make a deal. A deal with the devil I suppose. We get you and you can't escape, and we let your precious mate and pack live. Let's meet where we first meet shall we? And don't try to bring back up we will know. We have eyes everywhere, and let's just say you pack's border patrol is down for a nap and can be put down permanently if needed. Your deadline is Wednesday at midnight. Have fun!

Hate from,
Well, you know who

I know my answer before I could consider it. But April has been quiet since well you know.

'Hey you mind if we go?'

'I don't care anymore it might be better then this anyway' she answers.

I feel bad for her. She's taking it worse then me and it should be good for her to get out on the run a little.

But those rouges should know that threats don't scare me. I will be forever Lost.