Lost

36

A good song for this chapter is
"Stilettos" by Kelsea Ballerini

Or "Warrior" by Beth Crowley

I haven't seen Jay all day and no one knows where he is. I assume he's on a long run and won't be back for a couple days.

After eating some waffles down stairs I come back to my room and only glance at his sweatshirt which is still in the trash.

'We deserve to step on a Lego' April tells me sadly.

'I know but we should get going before he comes back'

'Right' she says quietly before sinking to the back of my mind.

I get out a loose pack so when I shift it will stay on my back. I put at least three changes of clothes in it because I will mostly be in wolf form.

'You ready to run?' I ask April

'Yeah but we should leave a note' she responds

I agree and get a pen and paper and write:

Dearest Jay,

I love you. There is no other way to describe it. That means I want you to mark me, but umm I can't. It's to painful to say why you can't even if I write it. But if you really want to know the truth ask Tim. He's ex-alpha of the Grey Moon pack (that's what I'm calling it Bc I forgot to put a name).

Also if you want to know why I'm leaving look at the note attached.

I paper clipped the note from the rouges to the back.

Dear Ben,

Thank you for everything. Especially putting up for me and also saving my life. Um I'm good with words so that's just it but the thought counts right? And I hope your happy with your mate.

Dear everyone else,

I don't know why I'm writing this cause I don't really know any of you. But uh I meet a guy while sight seeing around the pack house so I guess thanks for those smiles before all this. And you were really the only friend I made right a way so I hope you find a girl and that she's your mate unless your gay then you do you!

I would also like to thank the people who get the money and go shopping because all that bacon was worth it.

So um bye?

With um I don't know, respect,

Isla

I leave it on my bed and take my pack and jump out the window.

That is the end of this book and thanks for reading!

Jk I could never leave it like this enjoy!!!!
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I grabbed onto a tree and shimmied my way down.

'Why didn't we take the front door? It's not like we are prisoners.' April says once we reach the bottom.

'Because that's not as fun or as cool' I answer.

'I have to agree on that one' she says like she hates that in right

I shift and run and fast as I can toward the packs borderline

Wolves start to case me and I realize how much of an idiot I am. Today was the day the new guards are practicing for the big job. They don't know what I look like in wolf form plus I didn't grow up in the pack nor did Jay mark me so I still smell like rouge.

I doge a tree just in time and someone behind me runs unto it with a thunk and a crack. I only have one word: ouch.

This slide on the ground under a fallen tree and get back up running. The other just jump it. Then I see the pond and memories of me and Jay come back. I push it to the back of my mind and run faster.

The rest of the run went pretty normal. Jumping over rocks and logs, dodging trees, and moving my paws really fast.

Soon I'm at the edge of the territory and cross. I feel a sharp pain from leaving without my mate. It's a mate bond thing and it also warns him so I better hurry.

I shift back with my clothes on cause I don't have time to change. I climb a tree to avoid other rouges and most importantly Jay. I jump from tree to tree till I'm 1/3 of the way and set up camp. I'll start again early tomorrow and get there early.

Images of my old house flash through my mind as sleep covers my body like a blanket.