"What about rain?"

Let it snow

<< I hear a noise, I wake up, it's raining again.
After this weeks, it results annoying to hear the sounds of the water droplets crashing with the windows.

I open my eyes, it's not raining, all that I can see now is a thick blanket of snow, over the garden, over the street, only snow.
A ray of happiness passes by my body, I cannot stop it, I go downstairs until the garden, to that big paradise.
I don't know for how many time I've been here, I don't want to know it, I'm so happy...
I hear another noise, like a beat, it can't stop, I stop the game and I go on, in the direction of the forest.
Mum tells me that I never must go into the forest because I could be in a very dangerous situation, I could fall, or worse, because in the forest there are big and unstable trees that can fall over your head, simply I don't care, I have been there more than three times, I'm not frightened.

Suddenly, I find red in the snow, I don't know why ,but I'm sure that it is blood, I walk and walk following the way of that, I arrive the river, then I see it, I start to run far, far away, I don't want to come back home, I must dissappear as far as posible.

<<Look at it, look at it, look at all this blood, what will I do! What have I done, what I have done, my goodness...>>

I must run, I must run quickly ,but, where do I go? The night has fallen over the countryside, I just can see shadows, it's very very cold, I don't want to come back to the river, but it is the only way that I know to come back home.

- 2:13 a.m.

I don't know where I am, where is the river? Where is my house? I try to make marks with a red stone in the dark woods of the trees, I have passed by the same way ones, twice, and again and again [...] , anything hits me, I've fallen, I cannot stand up,after that I realize that it is starting to rain, to rain strongly again.

- 4:56 a.m.

I can't move my legs, perhaps is a tree that has fallen over them, I don't feel my body, I try to shout, but nobody can hear me, I'm alone , It's very cold, my head hurts, each time it rains more and more, already I can't feel the droplets hitting my body.

- 6:03 a.m.

I cannot breath, I can see that the sun is rising, I have been here for all night.
"What a stupid form to death" I think, "this will be my last thinking", I simulate a scary smile, I don't know what I'm doing, I'm wet and I haven't eaten anything since yesterday.
I hear the singings of the birds,they are looking at me, they will watch me until I meet death.
Where is mum? She hasn't noticed my absence?
Where is she? I will lose my head! I'm insane! Where is she?! Where?!
I hear something, it is approaching more and more .
I want to think that is a helpless animal, but seem steps.
I try to shout for help, but I cannot, I try to move an arm but I cannot, now I know that it is a man, he asks me if I'm well, but I can't talk, after that, he calls somebody with something that seems to be a telephone, I can hear:
"we've found her, SOS, please, we need help, I repeat, SOS, something is wrong .
Hello, hello? Can you hear me? Please answer, can you hear us?
She's got heartbeat, is alive. We need an ambulance, call it quickly, come on, quickly!"
After that I don't hear more, I close completely my eyes and I faint. >>

- She has agitations , quickly , we need soothings , we must stabilize her now.

- Wait,please! She is saying something, it seems that she is saying something, wait a moment please!

- She has got a very fast heartbeat, we cannot wait , I'm sorry, we must work.

<<Suddenly, I wake up, I'm in the lab since yesterday, I have fallen asleep.
I cannot believe it, I have had this terrifying visions again for three years, I haven't forgotten it, but now, I know what to do, I must go back and see it, I'm not scared, if I don't do anything, it will continue killing my mind as all these years.>>