Chapter 21/ Without You

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Chapter 21/ Without You

-Roc's P.O.V-

Damn. I fucked up. I fucked up really bad. And I could've stopped myself. But I didn't. I've been with this girl for almost 11 months.

I feel terrible, sitting in first period looking stupid as fuck because the girl I'm in love with just poured her heart out to me and all I could say to back myself up was "taya she's lying,".

She sounded so serious, I don't know if I can fix this one. I hope What the fuck was I thinking. What do I do now..

-Erin's P.O.V-

Shit. Did I really just say that? I look around at everybody and they're all staring at me. Even the teacher.

"Taya, wait up!!" I yell running after her in the hallway

"what Erin." she barks at me when I catch up to her

"......I......I'm sorry. I know I just fucked up really bad. But please, don't go."

"Erin do you realize what you just did? Why didn't you tell me this earlier? Or when oh I don't know, ALL MY FRIENDS WERE AROUND? Do you know how embarrassing that is??"

She...she was right. Damn.

"taya you had to find out sooner or later." I say trying to calm her down

"Erin don't. I...I don't know if I even wanna speak to you anymore. You kept a secret from me for that that amount of time? I can't." she says storming off into the bathroom.

Damn. Now a whole bunch of people are going to hate me.

*almost about a week later*

-Taya's P.O.V-

I'm tired. Tired of crying....and thinking. Going over how we went wrong. I wish I knew, but I don't.

It's saturday...and there's no one at home. And I guess I'll be staying here all day since me and Erin aren't talking right now.

*sigh*

How depressing.

*checks instagram*

Nobody is doing anything, but then I see a picture that catches my eye...it's...it's Roc.

Laying in bed. And the caption it says "no kid games, I need a lady!"

And there were a whole bunch of girls commenting with hearts and kissy faces. It makes me feel like I was a side hoe when we were together or one of his girlfriends.

My heart just basically exploded in my chest. I feel like dying. I can't believe we done. Just because of some stupid slut at school.

I told this boy things about myself I haven't even told my best friends.

I just couldn't get over it. But honestly why was I trippin'?

I had to get my mind off of him, the whole situation.

I open my laptop and login.

The first thing I go to is Facebook (I know lame) but I haven't been on in a minute.

Nobody is on, but a notification pops up, it's not Facebook, but Skype.

"Incoming Call from Diggy S."

Oh shit. I look horrible!!

Trying to get myself together I answer it

"h..hello?" I say softly

"heyyyyy wassup? How you been?" Diggy replies

"oh um, nothing much, just tired from school...what about you?"

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