ABUSED [Harry Styles Fanfic]

Chapter 9

LIVIAS POV:   after we got a sausage roll each and harry complained that the pastry wasnt to his high standards we went on a long walk around a park, Harry sat on the swings and i sat on his knee, it was around 7am by now. The park was completley empty and the green grass placed around it was still sparkiling with gems of dewdrops, He breathed steadily and the heat that came from his parted lips escaped into the crisp cold air making a fog which looked like smoke. 'Livia?' Harry said stopping the swing 'Im sorry' He said hanging his head low 'Im really sorry for making you leave Cheshire' He sniffed, He had the sudden realization that it wasnt necessary for me to be in this position 'Harry, I swear to god if you come out with any more crap like that i may just slap you' I laughed, hoping he would pick up that i didnt want to continue this conversation. He just grinned, his eyes still fixed to the grass.   We left the park at 8am and decided we needed to find some sort of newspaper or tv to see if the police had given up the search yet. We entered a small resteraunt, older couples having breakfast around us and we sat watching 'This Morning' Suddenly a picture of harry flashed across the screen and a had a sudden jolt of pain rise from my stomach 'Harry Styles who has been suspcted guilty of attempted murder has left his home and suspectedly ran off with a teenage girl named Livia King, The police have no trace of where this young criminal is and if you have any information on where he is please contact the police, The other suspect is 'Zayn Malik' from Bradford who also ran away without a trace, We cannot be sure if theese two boys are linked in the abuse to Ben Fernad but both of theese boys aged 20 and 19 have both been acused of abusive actions in the past, Zayn had been charged with Sexual offences Harry had-' Harry stood up pulling me up too 'LETS GO' he spoke loudly and pulled me out of the restraunt.  My heart was thudding, what did harry so desperatley not want me to know? I stood there with him in silence outside of the restraunt 'Wh-why dont you want me to know?' I asked, Harry sunk his head and replied 'Whatever I did. Lets just say it was the worst decision in my life' Harry told me, he told me the thing he did, the dreadful thing he did, See Harry was once in a "gang", aka a bunch of drug dealing, teenage thug, women disrespecting boys. Once they had all done something quite horrendus, They thought the best way to spend there friday night was to go to clubs, pick up women etc. Harry was dared by a boy the name of 'Phillip' to try and get a girl to go with them back to their hotel. Harry went over to her, of course he succeeded but once they got to the hotel, the other members had other ideas for what they wanted to do with the girl, she ended up calling the police and harry and his "friends "were charged with sexual offences that night. My heart stopped, all the hope that harry would keep me safe fell out the window, the happiness that harry loved me, drowned by fear. He said at the end he's a different person, He said he had nothing to do with it, bullshit. 'thats what everyone says' i said, tears formed but ceased to fall. 'well, i mean it, im sorry' he said trying to hug me, my firm body didnt flinch as he wrapped his arms around me. 'Everyone says that, your not an exception to everyone, my aunty said it before she went back to smoking, my godfather with drugs' i said 'Well for once in my fucking life livia, i am an exception, a "miracle" teen who has learnt from the past and i swear on my own life i cant even fathom the thought of doing any of that stuff again, im not like your auntie, or your godfather or' He paused, he was quite confused as i finally looked up to see him his brows furrowed ' and whoever else who has ever betrayed you and lied,the point is that i love you livia and nothing would make me dare hurt you' he said, a croak in his voice, my heart was restored, trust= in need of repair, but for now, i had to trust this boy. His words were filling me up with the thing i needed; the happiness restored; the sky cleared. I threw my arms around him, 'Harry i believe you' i said with a tear fall down my cheek- fuck it had been an emotional day 'oh! dont mind me' he said, an embarrased flush of red on her cheeks. We looked up with a roll of her eyes we got up and walked on .Harry holding my hand and he bent over and whispered 'I should be more afraid of what you can do' he winked.

HARRYS POV; it was late, very late. we needed somewhere again to sleep, under a bridge was are only bet at the clouds opened and a typical shower of rain sweeped across us. we held eachother close, her face pressed on my shoulder 'its so coldd' she breathed, her breath forming into a cold smoke 'i know, i know, cmon lets just try and get some sleep eh?' i said lying down, she rested her head on my chest, the ground we were on was damp, but apart from walking 4 hours in the rain to a cheap hotel, it was our only option. Livis looked up at me 'To make you feel better about what happened ill tell you all my embarrassing stories and everything ive done that got me in trouble' She smiled, her smile never failed to brighten my day; she told me about cake disasters and "accidentally" setting a table in her school on fire i realised she. wasnt perfect either.... was glad she had told me something; at least we have established that were not perfect and we never will be but together we can try, i guess? relationships are confusing. After that we lay there and just talked about if we were in a hotel, what would we do; shower was the main one! slowly we fell asleep... LIVIAS POV; it was 3am the next morning when i heard a bunch of older "teens" walk past us, who woke me up; harry was still asleep. 'Awww look two little children', 'Just donate one pound a day to save them' they burst into an array of laughter, through the darkness i could see three boys and a younger boy with them. I stood up, sick of all the comments that they were making 'Ohh look its sleeping beauty' One said laughing, 'not much beauty' the other said and they all hooted in amusment. 'go away please' i said in a stern voice 'what?' the younger one said 'Please go away' i repeated myself, of course they all laughed. Harry was now awake; thank god. 'Awk cmon lads just leave us alone' they stopped for a minuite, i thought they were going to leave when one shouted 'ITS HIM', another one grabbed his arm 'Wee shit head harry messed with out ben huh? tried to kill him you bastard??' They said to harry, i was so shocked i nearly fell, but instead i ran and tried to push one of them out of he way as he others pushed harry around, Thats when the yougest produced a pocket knife 'Oh look! now harry can see what its like' He threw it to an older boy who threatened harry with it, 'STOP IT HARRY PLEASE DONT' i screamed desperatley 'Aww look wee sleepin beautys upset' The boy who was holding me back laughed, I raised my elbow to his face in an attempt to hurt him when he threw me to the ground, my head hitting of the concrete. 'WHAT THE HELL' he shouted 'the bitch tried to HIT ME' he said angrily, i was still in shock, my head was bleeding, i could tell when i felt it with my hand. I stayed on the ground, not wanting any more trouble, Thats when harry looked over and nearly sprinted to me 'LIVIA' he said when the old boy who had the pocket knife ran towards harry and pulled him back, producing a gun from his pocket 'Oh no you think you can upstage me, make me look weak, try to kill my friend?' He pointes the gun to his back as he held him, facing me; my heart was beating so fast, my hands sweaty, i was so scared; what would i do? stand up, risk my life or stay here. Harry was obviously afraid too, his face looked angry  'I DIDNT TRY TO KILL HIM' harry shouted 'OH YOUR LYING TOO? JUST ANOTHER REASON TO PULL' i started crying; it was all to real; thats when a boy held me from he back to; the pocked knife in hand and he pulled me up and raised the knife to my neck, i wanted this to all be fake, to be back in cheshire walking to school, not on the run, on the brink of death. 'Who shall go first then? the girl or harry?' 'LIVIA RUN RIGHT NOW GO GET HELP RUN' Harry practically screamed at me as he jumped forward and punched the boy behind me i pulled away, ducking the knife and running as fastas i could; my legs darted out of the tunnel from under the bridge, thats when i realised what harry did he had given me his life.

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