finding my first love

chapter 5

I woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs it filled the entire house and that was something I defintly wasn't use too everyday liberty decided to sleep in which is always a blessing I put on a pair of shorts and one of legends black true religion shirts that he didn't wear that much and started heading toward the kitchen the closer I got the better the smell got

when I walked into the kitchen there was a full feast spread out covering the whole table I was speechless there was three stacks of blueberry , strawberry and chocolate chip pancakes , turkey bacon , sausage links and patties , hash browns , eggs sunny side up and scrambled and orange juice it was amazing to have such an amazing man to call mine omg baby its just us you didn't have to go all out and make all this foo- he interrupted me with a kiss as soon as his lips touched mine it was that tingly feeling kinda like when you lost your virginity or when you go on your first date with someone you really like and you cant get rid of the butterflies we fought for dominance with our tongues and he slowly gripped my butt as we continued to kiss

"babe you've been under so much stress lately and I know this is something that would make you forget about it for a little bit and show you that im here for you through everything "

babeeeee stop your gonna make me cry I said in my baby voice that he love he pulled out my chair so I could starting enjoying my amazing breakfast before libby woke up

" so what's on your agenda princess" ?

going to see Kaydence and look at potential families for him I felt a bit of sadness as I continued it hurt to talk about it so I just tried to change the subject

are you gonna come look at families with me?

you know I want to but I got some shit to handle with tay's bitch ass Tay was a dude legend and i both went to school with legend and Tay became really close  and started the gang legend was always the leader but that started fucking with tay so he started going behind legends back stealing from him and associating with niggas the he knew legend had beef with long story short it caused a whole shit load of issues tay started his own gang and now its been war

legend do you ever think about you daughter now what if you go fuck with tay and his people and they come shoot up are house , what if they were to harm our daughter or Fabian , we have responsibility , we have kids we need to think about and I don't think you get it and how much it scares me i lost you once and the last thing i want to  do is lose you again

" look nov i understand you worry and that your scared for me but right now the gang life is all i know and im not ready to leave it and i don't know when ill be ready or if ill ever be ready "

what about liberty you want her to grow up without a dad like we did?

" now you know I love my daughter with all my heart and id never let anything happen to her and nothings gonna happen to me im here for both my kids and that's not gonna change nova damn "

whatever legend fuck it i stormed from the table and went to libbys room seeing my princess always made me in such a good mood " hi baby girl " " mommy loves you " she giggled and i kissed her fat cheeks and got her out of her crib before we went to the hospital she needed a bath

i started to run her bath water and i heard legend storm out the door i didn't like but i don't know what else to do " stop splashing baby" she stopped for 2 seconds and laughed than started splashing all over again

i really didn't want to go to the hospital and do the whole adoption shit by myself so i decided to call Jayla I didn't see much of her since im not going to school right now until next semester but shes still my bestfriend and she knows everything that's going on with my mom  and Kaydence