finding my first love

chapter 6

Sorryyyy for going miaaaa for awhile I just wanted to really focus on school , and work and not rush through the book but thank you for all the comments and likes on the last chapter love you guys <3

I sat there speechless , hurt ,and confused was this real? was my true love really risking me and his daughter again? it was 5 minutes till 1:00 am and legend still wasn't home I was losing it going crazy , screaming , crying , my heart was beating , I couldn't stop shaking so I went to the kitchen and took 30 pills I could feel my eyes getting low my heart slowly stop beating and my eyes shut

********Wakes up************

OMG!

" you good nov?" j asked still half asleep

I looked down and there was still glass from my phone I picked it up and once again I saw the picture my dream scared the shit out of me and I had 20 text and 5 miss calls all from legend

" you know I love you " "im trying for you liberty and Fabian " "ill be home late love you" I didn't even bother to read the rest because I was exhausted and 2 mins later I fell back into a deep sleep

LEGEND P.O.V

I had a lot of gang shit to handle but after words I kicked it at jaceyon's house jayceon was my nigga he was the pretty boy of the group he was Puerto rican so he was all extra light skin and had good ass hair he's been through hell and back and ive been there through all the bullshit he dropped out of school when his ex girlfriend got pregnant with his now deceased son shortly after he lost his son his sister was murdered shortly after all that is a lot for jayceon so he's kinda the laid back chill nigga in the group and he likes the title of the chill pretty boy we go wayyy back like a Cadillac with 4 flats because our parent were close asf he's not really the relationship type nigga so you'll see him with a different thot everyday

" damn that ass looking fat shawty " he yelled like a dumb ass

she ont want your dumb ass nigga I laughed as I looked at her than back at him

" everybody want sluttyboy jay so im straight"

yeah you straight alright with your hot head ass just like when you caught that case everyone died laughing

" here you go bringing that shit that was because that bitch leah "

why you aint never handle her after that ? after what leah did she shoudve been dead

" I cant take her out id never forgive myself as much as I hate her she blessed me with a son and even tho he didn't make it she still blessed me"

I feel you G after that we all got silent leah and and his son was still a sensitive subject

" what about you nigga you sure out late you and nova must be fighting " jayceon said breaking the silence

we been arguing a lot lately about the gang shit and me getting out the gang

"OUT THE GANG?! what kind of bullshit is that its bad enough you barely got time for the gang shit but now she want you to give it up all together fuck that shit"

I know but she want me to settle down be more of a family instead of a hustler

" we hustlers till we die come on legend I know you aint considering this shit?"

I sat the silent thinking about it

" legend"! he yelled snapping me out of my thoughts

idk nigga I gotta get home nova gon kick my ass if im out any longer ill holler at you later he dapped me as I walked out the door Id be lying if I said I didn't think about quitting sometimes but I just don't know if I can