Crazy Stupid Love

Chapter 51

Joanna's POV

What happened?! I heard the news about the couples, they all separated?! Arghhh! This thing is really giving me a fu-ing stress! There's too many problems trying to break us apart. And we're here stuck in this issue, trying to break our walls, and watching it all fall down, and i'm trying to ask myself when did this end?, when did they loose their happiness? And now my friends are stuck in their broken relationship and trying to move on. I need to go somewhere else that it can make me happy, Oh! I know, i can go at the playground, so it can make me happy, i know it's kinda childish but it's my happiness, i can't control myself through it.

So i walked down stairs and ask permission to my mom, "Mom, can i go at the-" Then mom cut me off and then said, "At the playground? Oh i know that already, okay Joanna, you can go there." I was shocked, because she already know it already, i was like, "how?"

"Mom, how did you know?" I asked, while my dace was still frozen,

"Honey, you always go there, you always ask me your permission to go there, one time, you said that it's your bestfriend." Mom said, oh i remember that time, when i was 5 years old, i used to say that, playground is my bestfriend. My bestfriend that will not leave me behind, of course the playground wouldn't leave me, it 'll always stand there.

So i wave my hand to them, as a sign of goodbye so i can go straight at the playground, oh! how exciting to go there, happiness is filling my body, stress just release. But then,

"Is that the girl, who's trying to get in lives of the hottest band ever, the Bad Blue Fire?" I heard tht from a teenager, standing like a bitch, with her friend saying, "Yes, she's a bitch, trying to get my boyfriend, Thomas." What the fu- is she talking about? I think Thomas wouldn't do that.

No matter what, i walk straight ahead at the playground, but then bitches are there again, seven girls, are in my way,

"Hey you bitch, who the hell are you to be Thomas Matilson's girlfriend huh? Oh how stupid i am. Thomas won't fell inlove with the weirdo like you. You are such a loser that is trying to ruin the life of  Thomas, so stay away!" The girl said, with her curly hair,

And then the other one said, with her straightened hair,"If i were you, i'll stay away from Thomas, because when you two are together, you look like their maid."

Then the other girl said too, with full of confidence, who think that she's beautiful, but she doesn't, "Stay away from the Handsome boy, becuase you don't look good, so please."
Here comes the other girl, with her sunglasses on, and with her short hair, that really looks like a really fucking bitch, "Why don't you just get out of our way and stay out of Thomas' face. And by the way, tell to your stupid friends, stay our from the Bad Blue Fire."

Fu- i won't let my friends be in this.

"Um, may i excuse me. I'm not in your way, actually you are. I'm here infront of you, not speaking at all, and you, all of you, trying to speak with no reason, and that makes you fucking stupid shits that is trying to be in my way. And may i tell you, my friends and i are not stupid to ruin our BOYFRIEND'S life, not like you, ruining their GIRLFRIEND'S life without any reasons at all. And you, all of you are trying to get in their lives even if they don't know you. And by the way, I'm Joanna Calustine, WHO ARE YOU?" Then i walked out, and stay away from their side, i tried to walk fast and when i'm far away, i tried to release the words that they said, but i can't control myself remembering all the things that they said, and that made me cry. I don't know why? I don't know why i'm feeling guilty about something, and i can't explain it.

I need Thomas now, i have to call him,

Thomas' POV

"If i were you i won't do it." I said because, Michael just got home, with his broken heart. But then,

*phone rings*

"Oh Hello, Tap?"

"To-top, i-i ne-need yo-you here. Please." He said, while she's having some hiccups, i think she's crying, what happened?

"Why? What happened? Why are you crying? Are you okay?"
"Just come over here at the playground, near my house, i need you here by my side. Please,"

"Okay, i'll be there, just be safe okay, i promise, i'll be there. Just make sure that you'll be okay, okay? I love you." Then she hang the phone,

"What happened bud?" Luke asked me very worriedly,

"Joanna is crying, i don't know why, i have to go, okay. Bye guys." I said goodbye then they wave their hands,

So i grabbed my keys and drive my car, i drove fast as i can. And here i am. I go out of the car as fast as i can and i ran to Joanna, and she's crying. Oh fudge, what happened to my girlfriend?

"Joanna!" I shouted, so i can catch her attention, and then she looked back, and she ran to me, and hugged me so tight,

"What happened?" I asked her,

"People are trying to tell some bad things against me. And i can't help it anymore, i think i'm embarass about myself, i feel like i-" Then i cut her off, "Don't tell that  you are embarass of yourself, you are the perfect girl i ever seen." I said, but then she said, "And in other people's eyes, i'm the fu-ing jerk and stupid girl you have met."

"No you aren't." I disagreed. Because she is really not that girl. She's perfect.

Then i pulled her at the bench and we sit there, and talk,

"Guess, we are the only couple survived?" I said jokingly, then Joanna was only staring on the tree, not even speaking,

"So, Joanna. Are you okay?" Because she looks so sad, lonely because she's just staring,

"I think, Thomas this is the time." She just said it, while her tears just dropped at ther eyes but she's still staring at the tree.

"Wha-what do y-you mean?" I asked very shocked, what is she talking about, it's the time? What? I can't understand.

"Thomas, i'm sorry, but it's the right time, to separate, our friends, all of our friends just separated from each other, and i think it's a sign for us too." Joanna said, while covering her face with her hands, because she's crying too hard,

"Are you ending this thing up?" I asked her, just to make sure of what she mean, i can't believe that she said that,

"Thomas, in this situation, i'm getting hurt. You know i'll always love you. But this time, i-" Then i cut her off, what the fu- is she talking about?

"But, Are you breaking up with me?" I asked her,

"Thomas, it's not what you think-" I cut her off again, and i said, "It's not what i think?! But i know that's the same, from what i mean, right?!"

"Yes, i'm sorry." She said, but then, i can't put myself to be grumpy, i can't control myself anymore, i hugged her,

"It's okay, i understand, just be safe, actually, you have to stay away from me, not because i'm angry, because you have to be safe, i only bring horrible things in your life, and if you are with me, there's no place to be safe. We'll break up because we love each other, okay?" I said that, then she nodded. She hugged me tighter than i thought.

"I'll always love you." Then she kissed my forehead and my nose.

"I'll miss you, Joanna. I won't forget about you. I hope you won't forget about me too." I said, then she said, "I won't."

"I think, you have to go now, sun is already down, go home safely. I'll watch you 'till you got home, so i'll be sure." I said, then she nodded again, and then she walked safely through her house, and after she got home, i'm just wondering, Luke is right, i have to let go, so they can be safe.

I really have to let go.....