"Did you see that new mail guy? He is hot! All the girls were on him yesterday." I heard people say as I waited in the crowded elevator.
"I heard that one girl asked for his number and he completely turned her down," One woman said.
"Maybe I can br...
They were on the desk, books scattered everywhere. Hyoyeon had Kai on top of her. Pulling him down to her lips by his shirt collar.
I just stood there watching, not moving my eyes away. Not moving an inch I froze. It was horrifying and disgusting the way she was feeling on him. As she tried unbuttoning his shirt. I didn't know how I should feel because my hands went cold but my blood was boiling.
I wanted to grab her hair and slap her but the other part of me wanted to run and cry. "Krystal!" Kai's eyes widened in complete surprise at my presence.
Although he said my name. Hyoyeon was still kissing his neck like I wasn't. Or that it didn't even matter that I was witnessing the whole thing. Kai started to push Hyoyeon away from him and I took that moment to run. I kept hearing him call my name as I ran down the stairs.
I didn't know why I was running from him. Maybe I was afraid, afraid of being rejected, of realizing what I have been trying so desperately to hide from myself.
"Krystal Stop!" Kai hollered from behind me. "No!" I shouted back, running faster. "Krystal please let me explain!" He continued to shout. He was catching up to me and I was slowing down. "Stop running from me" I'm not running from you. "Leave me alone" I kept pushing myself further from him. "No! I won't leave you alone! Krystal why can't you see that I am in love with you!" He shouted.
His words made me stop in my footsteps, still I had my back to him. "Don't say that" What does he expect me to say. He was just with another women "Why a not" I could hear the pain in his voice. "Because...you were just with Hyoyeon!" My chest felt tight. He didn't respond until I felt his presence near me. Kai turned me towards him, holding my arms. "I didn't want to be with her, she forced herself on me! She kissed me! The whole time she was all I could think about was you!" The way he was looking at me was making me waver.
"If that's the case then why you are here in the first place!" "I came to get your stuff for you" He walked closer to me and held my face in his hands. "You know I wouldn't lie to you" Kai was right I knew that he wasn't at all but why was I holding back? I don't know if I was hiding the fact that I like him more than just a friend because of Taemin. Or if I was just afraid to just to admit to myself.
I have been lying to myself this whole time and I didn't realize it at all. "I know you wouldn't" I softly spoke. "Then stop running" He lifted my chin so we would lock eyes. He leaned in close touching his forehead against mine. Placing a chaste kiss onto my lips. This time around I didn't pull away from his kiss.
After all the excuses I have been making all these years, I was being honesty to myself. I've liked him, no I have loved him long before now.
I thought it was just sisterly love, but it was more than that. "Kai...Wait" I pulled away from him so we were arms length. "You're not going to run away again, are you?" He rose an eyebrow. "No, I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. For being difficult. M-most..." Then he gave me a warm hug that it felt gentle enough to make me stay in it forever.
"Most of all I am sorry that all those years ago that I didn't say I love you"I said into his shoulder. "It's okay Krystal I always knew. By the way you would care for me when we were younger" He dragged his finger across my lower lip. "Plus your difficult traits are one of the things I love about you" He said with his famous smile.
"How can you love me?" I asked. "How could I not?" He pushed my fallen pieces of hair back behind my ear. Giving me another peck on the lips when I felt droplets start to fall onto my cheeks and eyelids.
It wasn't long until it started to rain on us and we were both soaked from the rain but we had played in the rain like we used to. Tasting the droplets on our tongues, jumping in peddles, and dancing together. Now that he was mine I didn't want to think about Hyoyeon, work, my brother, money or other people's opinions. All I wanted was to enjoy this moment of nothing but a simple love.
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I grabbed Kai's hand and we ran back to my apartment where it was dry. We were back in no time. "Can I stay over?" He suddenly asked me once we entered my little apartment. "But you better not try anything, mister" I poked his chest. "It looks like it's you that wants to try something" He teased me. I immediately took my hand off his chest realizing his soaked shirt revealed his entire upper body. Outlining his abs and hard as a rock chest. My heart was racing to a non-existent finish line when I saw how both of us looked.
I could see everything and he could also by the way he was wearing his smirk. It reminds of the other day in that mail room. I was blushing from just looking at him. "Why are you embarrassed?" He smirked. "I'm not" I said turning away from him walking into my room. "Are you really?"he said turning me around and raising his eyebrow. "No..." I tried to be serious.
Then he lifted my body onto his broad shoulder. "Hey put me down" I hit on his back lightly. "Never" He yelled like a child, dropping me down onto the bed. "Cause now you're mine" he whispered into my ear. He started leaving a trail of pepper kisses along neck.
"You can't stay in wet clothes, it's not health" He chuckled as he unbuttoned my top. Taking off my clothes piece by piece. "Neither can you" I tugged his shirt off over his head. I placed my arms around his neck and pulled him back down onto my lips. I didn't know that we could be this way. It didn't take a while for the lust to grow in me. Kai was pushing for more as his kiss became more intense and passionate. Of course I was kissing him back, but then he stopped. His eyes met mine as we tried to catch our breath. "What's wrong am I too much for you?" I did a breathy laugh. He just gave me a sweet smile.
Falling to my side Kai gathered me into his arms. "I just want to hold you" I could feel his smile against my ear. I felt him move the sheets over the both of us. We drifted off into a sleep all night within each others embrace.
NEXT MORNING
I could hear shifting in the bed, it was freaking me out. I thought someone broke into my apartment last night. I slowly turned my body to the other position so I could peek out to see. But when I turned around I had encounter with Kai's sleeping face. I mentally punished myself when I realized that I had forgotten what happened last night.
Kai sleepy opened his eyes and eye smiled. I smiled back at him then he suddenly tackled me. "You've Got Hot Mail!" he laughed. "You knew" I yelled at him. "You sneaky boy" I said hitting him with a pillow. He grabbed his pillow and tried to have a pillow fight with me. "I win! I declared while I was on top of him. "Finish what you started" he smiled smugly.
"You can count on that, Mr. Hot Mail" ~~~ I got my Exoluxion tickets today! I am so excited I can't believe I am going! Anyways I hope many others will be able to also!
Btw should I contuine the story or end it? I can't seem to decide...
