03. Thank You

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"Let's go in", she pulled me with her to her room.

When we're already in her room, she was about to let go of my hand but then she saw my wrist.

"Yah! Juhyun-ah!! Explain this!", she shouted.

"Well.."

She groaned then took care of my wrist.

"Bear with it, i know it hurts. It's your fault anyway", she said and she's true.

"Thankyou", i said and she smiled at me.

"So, your parents were fighting again?"

"Yea. It's getting worse"

"I'm sorry to hear that, Juhyun-ah.. Stay at here until monday okay?"

"Thanks"

I went down and greeted her mom and her sister.

"Hello, Mrs Kwon! Hello, Yuri unni! (older sister)", i bowed.

"Hello sweetie! Call me mom already.. You're like my own daughter", she said.

"Yes, we're already like a family", Yuri said while patting my head.

Hearing those words.. Is very comforting..

Without realizing, my eyes were already full of tears after hearing her words.

"Aaw.. Don't cry", Mrs. Kwon said and hugged me.

I cried and said, "sometimes i just want to kill myself because i thought i'm a burden to everyone".

"You're not.. Listen honey, we're made of star dust! It means, we're shining bright right now, until we died. Less human, less bright. So don't kill yourself, or the world will be darker", she said and i saw Mina nodded.

I cried and cried in Mina's mom's embrace and it felt warm. Warmth from a mother, which i never felt before.

♧ ♧ ♧

"Time to go to school!!!", Mina stepped on me.

"Urgh!! Go down or i'll smack your butt"

"Alright alright. Go get ready!!", she yelled.

We got ready and walked to school as usual.

"Juhyun-ah"

"Wae?"

"Are you okay these days?"

"What do you me-", i paused for a second, "oh.. Yup i'm fine".

"Are you sure? Your face looks pale. Go rest", she said.

"Your asthma could get worse you know.. And don't cut your wrist again! Your skin is not a paper", she said like a mother.

"Nae eomma~ (yes mom~)", i smiled and walked into the school with her.

She pulled me with her to the medical room immediately

"Rest", she said so i lay down and took a rest. I heard she's talking to the nurse about my sickness then she walked out.

I took out my inhaler and breathed.

I hate my life.. Why should i live in pain while others are living their normal life.

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