13. Grow Feeling

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He opened his eyes, with a smirk on his face.

"I don't know that's how you feel"

He leaned closer as i moved aside a little to avoid him. But he kept leaning until there is only an inch between us. His stare made me close my eyes tightly because i couldn't stand it anymore, i crossed my fingers and my toe fingers were curled.

He gave me a peck on my cheek.

"Good night", he said and then slept on my lap.

What should i do now.. Oh my god it's embarrassing. I'm too nervous, i think i might diieee. Urgh.. Now he knows.. That i actually have feelings for him.

Wait no i'm not.

With the thoughts, i accidentally fell asleep too with him on my lap.

♧ ♧ ♧

"Yah! Jua-yah"

I opened my eyes and saw Taehyung squating infront of me while i was still on a couch with my eyes half open. I yawned and it made him giggles.

"Wake up.. It's 6:30 AM already", he said.

"5 more mi-"

He tickled me. Okay great, i was laughing like crazy. That's my weakness..

"STOP!! HAHAHAHAHAHA! DON'T DO IT HAHAHAHA!! TAETAEE! STOP HAHAHAHA"

He finally stopped. Now i was totally awake. So i stood up and sat on a chair in the dining table.

"You don't want to go back to your house?", he asked while sitting infront of me, serving 2 toasts.

I shook my head no.

"Why?"

"There's nobody inside, i would be depressed and lonely. I might hurt myself again and it made me scared of myself"

"You still self-harm?!", he asked, shocked at what i just said.

"Not anymore. I'm just afraid i might do it again because of all the depression, scary thoughts", i began to eat the toast.

"I think i will stay at Miyoung's house or Jieun's house for a while"

He stopped eating and stared at me.

"Why don't you stay here?"

"First of all, it must be bothering you. And second, you're a boy"

"But we're friends!!! Bestfriends! Childhood friends!", he said like he doesn't want me to go. He whined like a little child.

"Okay okay.. I'll just stay here 1 more day"

"2 days!"

"No!"

"3 days!"

"No!"

He pouted cutely. Damn you Taehyung.

I didn't change my uniform that i wore since yesterday. I didn't have any clothes to put on..

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