AN: Shan is in bold letters after the flashback
--------------------flashback---------------
"sweet potato black bean veggie burgers. I'm a vegan lol. And okay well since I've gotten the clarification that I need, I've got to do this." Cammie looks at my lips and leans in
I pulled away
"Woah, cam?"
She looks horrified
"Shan I'm so sorry, I just wanted to know what I'd be like."
"To kiss a girl?"
"No dummy, to kiss you. Of course I've kissed girls. I just. I've been thinking about kissing you since that day in the office, and I was gonna kiss you the day in the dance studio but I needed to know if you liked girls. And you do."
-----------------end flashback------------- "yeah I feel like its something we should discuss."
"Where do I start? Okay well first I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have just kissed you like that but I did. I don't regret it either."
"Okay well-"
"Wait I'm not done. I'm sorry that we never got the chance to grow up together. But most of all I'm sorry that it took you so long to come back. I wish you would've been in my life sooner Shan. I really do. I've imagined you coming back every day since I was 4? And now that you're here I don't know how to control myself"
I kiss her. I just kiss her. She looks so nervous and she's rambling and just I felt the need.
"My turn"
She nods
"I'm okay with the fact that you kissed me. I let it happen. I wanted to obviously. I'm really glad you came this weekend. I'm really glad that you came back into my life. I just feel like it's too soon for me to have a relationship. I just got back two months ago. But I want you to stay in my life. Because as soon as I'm ready, you're who I want."
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Now this is her (shacam)
RandomWhat would you do if one day you woke up and found out everything you thought you knew, was a lie?
