I Finally Found. . .

7

Jay's POV

I sat across from Bey on the white sofa, listening to her cry. 

"Jay, do you know how long it's been since we've even tried for a baby?" She asked looking up at me.

"Uh, a couple years."  I said, trying to remember the last time.

"how long have you been keeping this from me?" She asked as her upper lip curled

"Uh, some months now."

"How could you, how do you think I feel?"

"I didn't wanna hurt you Bey, I thought maybe that if I never told you. You wouldn't be sad like you are now."

"Jay, I'm more than upset that you kept this from me, my child is gone."

"He's my child to Bey, stop trynna make me seem like the bad guy all the time."

"So if it was the other way around you wouldn't feel the same way?" She asked laughing to herself a little.

"I would, I just didn't wanna hurt you Giselle."

She nodded and stood looking down at me, "I can't even look at you right now."

"Why? It's not even that serious." I semi-yelled

"It's bigger than that Shawn, why can't you see that. You come in here to apologize and you can't even admit when you're wrong." She started.

"I'm trying Beyoncé, I'll change I promise."

"Change how, cause being honest with someone is not something you can change over night."

"I know, I'll try and work on it." I pleaded grabbing both of her hands kissing them.

"Try, that's all you do is try. You been TRYING this whole damn relationship, stop trying and DO IT with ya tryin ass." She yelled snatching both of her hands away.

"I don't have to be with you." I mumbled, as she walked away.

I heard a few gasps, "We thought y'all was making up, just a few seconds ago y'all were all hugged up." Solange said.

"You so fucking nosey." I stated as everybody started walking in.

"Where my momma at?" Chubbs asked.

"She still on the streets where we left her." I said bitterly.

"Jay what the hell?!" Angie exclaimed.

"You done lost yo damn mind." TyTy added sitting down at the table.

"Why are y'all even here?" I asked looking at all of them.

"Uh because this was suppose to be a cook out." Kelly said.

"Do I need to go get Gloria and Tina?" Tim asked

"Yeah and tell them that this cook out thing is ending early." I said grabbing my car keys.

"What's wrong with him." I heard Julez ask.

"Stay in a child's place baby." TyTy said filing his finger nails.

Kelly's POV