You crossed your legs from the uncomfortable position you were in and headed towards the kitchen. The cold tiles shivered you mire often, and it wasn't doing you any good in this madness. How ? Why? When? To think he was the perfect cute boyfriend he was, he turned into careless hooker. Yet, all you've got were texts from the other boys, just being so awkward. Like they knew the whole time? Weren't they your friends too? It's like everything was a lie. A piece of jumbled up crap full of betrayed and stupidity.
You heard a loud bang , hiring your door, causing your fishbowl water to jiggle.
"Fuck off, bitch." You muttered loudly.
"I didn't even do anything?" A familiar voice said faintly. It wasn't Calum's, but it sure was Luke's. You yanked the door open , resulting the knob to hit the wall loudly.
"You 'didn't 'do anything? Of course! You didn't tell me the fact Calum played me!?!" You shouted.
"We didn't want you to be effected by this." He said peacefully.
"Either way, I Would STIll bE EffecteD BY tHis!" You shouted the second time.
"See? This was what was going to happen." He simply said.
"I can't believe I trusted you boys! You know what I shouldn't have, anyways!"
"You don't mean that its --"
"Of all fistfull of assholes in damn earth, he has to become one of them!!" You shrieked.
You bent down on your knees and hugged yourself. Your hot wet driplets swifted down to your jawline.
"I wish I shouldn't have met him, Luke. I wish." You started again. He sat down , sitting beside you. He looked at you worriedly.
" You really don't mean that, Ashley! It was a mistake. And you know that." He assured. You grinded your teeth together.
"A fucking mistake that last for 5 months. 5. Months." You grunted. You hugged yourself once again , but even more tight and numb.
"It should've been me .." He said randomly. Confusion hit you.
"Should've been you?"
"Yes, it should've been me -- to meet you first." He quietly said.
"Why?" You asked.
"Because." You felt you tired burning lips meet his loving and caring ones for an exchange of better love in store for you.
