Sneha POV
The past few months have been rough
Coming home from school to hear your dad silently crying in the room, barely speaking or even looking at me, as if we are 2 random people in one house.
Today is exactly 6 months since their deaths and I guess my dad was watching me after all because he saw how I was not socializing with anyone or even talking in generally.
I realized this because today after 6 months he actually talked to me.
He said We were going to move to India where all my relatives are, If i asked him why, he said its because I am not talking to anyone and that I am becoming depressed
Depressed- A word I probably would have never used to describe myself 6 months ago, but now probably the only word there is to describe me.
He said that since we live in a joint family in India, there would always be someone who would talk to me and help me get back to my old self.
I laughed, I doubt I will ever become the girl I was before.
It was as if my old life was a dream or a characters life in a movie - A life I probably would never get back.
Last time I went to India was 2 years ago, it was a bliss , relatives everywhere, going to FDFS for my favorite actors movies, eating the delicious street food. But more importantly the moments of happiness with my mom, with my brother, they where precious.
But they were long gone
and replaced with sorrow.
I agreed, not because I would ever become who I was before, but because my dad would, he would have all of his friends and family around him, at least he could get his happiness back.
After all how could my life get any worse by going to India.
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