Love Panna Ennakumthaan Assai Irukka#missiondesi

Chapter 12

Sneha POV

He confessed, he actually likes me, a guy actually likes me.

But I can't be with him if I do it will hurt him

But he wants an answer, all i can do is stare at him.

He wants to know whats on the document, and listening to his words it doesn't seem he will ever leave me about this document.

"Sneha........Do you have an answer, or at least can you tell me what is on the document, I can't stand seeing you like this. Please tell me." he said, his eyes moist.

The watery eyes

Dejected face

That was it for me, all my emotions bottled up wanted to explode

I wanted to tell him how much he means to me

I wanted to tell him about that document

I had to tell him

I had too

But all I could do was start crying

I couldn't handle keeping everything in anymore, I used to but it was too much

"Sneha, please stop crying what is going on I am here for you ." at this point I could see tears rolling from his eyes too.

"Pugazh where are you?" I heard my grandma calling from the kitchen

"Sh*t I forgot, go wash your face you are going to come with me for a while."

"But what if she asks, then tell her its to find yourself a job."

"ok"

I replied and quickly freshened up and left my room to see my grandmother with a questioning face

"Sneha what were you guys doing."

"Pugazh was telling me about this job opportunity in Wipro, I am planning to go and see the office today."

"Oh wow ok, at least your making yourself useful." was all she said before she left

After she left Pugazh took me with him to his car and started driving, fast.

5 minutes, 10 minutes, 30 minutes past and not a word from his mouth. I was just staring at him.

Then he finally stopped the car in front of a cemetery

"Pugazh why are we at a cemetery"

He didn't respond he just took my hand and led me to a tombstone, the name on the stone was

Divya Ramachandran

"She is my sister." was the only thing he said.

"Before this happened Divya was my world she meant everything to me we had a 8 years gap, so I took care of her more as a daughter rather than a sister. Even my friends thought that too. Even on the worst of days her smile would bring me up. This accident that killed my sister, killed me too. My happiness, my self-esteem, my life was gone, It was as if I was a living corpse. But then I met you, that day when you comforted me, it felt as if the void that god took away from me through my sister, was fulfilled by you. You gave me this feel of happiness. You brought me alive again. You mean so much to me. So much that when you shed a tear I feel like digging the grave of those who made you cry. But you won't tell me Sneha, why, I can't live without you. I can't stand the distance. Trust me I will do whatever physically possible to help you. But just don't push me away." he said while sobbing on the ground

I was stunned, The fact he loved me so much, felt surreal.

Also the fact I felt the same way.

I couldn't stand just staring at him sobbing on the ground.

I brought him up, wiped his tears, I couldn't stand seeing him crying neither could I stand the fact I was the cause of them.

"Pugazh stop crying, It hurts me to see you crying." I say while embracing him

"I will stop if you stop." He says

"Pugazh I Love You, Ever since I met you that day i reached India I couldn't stop thinking about you. You were there for me, you cared about me. You made my world complete. That day when you told me what happened to your family I didn't know you as well as I know you now, But I still couldn't take the fact you were in pain. I didn't tell you what was on that document because i could put you in risk and I don't want that. But me not telling you puts you in more pain. I just don't want to lose you Pigazh."

"You will never lose me Sneha, no matter what I will be by your side whatever comes in our way, and this document. You can't just run away from it, if you do you will suffer more. You have to face it and I am ready to face it with you." he said holding my chin

"Now what does this document say Sneha."

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Hey guys

I tried to make this emotional but I feel like I may have made this cheesy instead.

Please tell me what you guys think

Thnx :)