Love Panna Ennakumthaan Assai Irukka#missiondesi

Chapter 16

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Sorry for the delay
My grandparents got into an accident was too caught up with that problem.
I have exams from Monday-Wednesday and I am leaving to India on Thursday so my next update will be when I am in India
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Sneha POV
My whole world went crashing
As I saw the bullet corse through
Pugazh's body it was as if it was in slow motion and every inch it went through the more and more pain succumbed by body
My dad and I rushed towards him and checked if he had a pulse, he did but he was bleeding out he could die anything soon because of blood lose
We needed to get him to the doctor
There stood my chitapa with the gun in his hand
"You are not leaving anywhere I am not letting him live."
"Please let him live, if he lives I will do whatever you say and give you the land or whatever you need but please let him live"
I begged
Yes I begged
I never thought I would come to the point to show my despair
But I never thought it would come to this
"Fine, but after he gets his treatment you will never get to see him again"
Those words came crashing down harder than I expected
Even if Pugazh lives I won't get to see him
But at least he will live
His life is more important than my happiness
So I agreed
We rushed to the hospital and they started treatment immediately
I was sitting there in the waiting room praying that nothing will happen to him
It was true
The pain of our loved ones dying is more painful than our own death
Each second, minute, hour waiting in that waiting room
Was hell
All I could think of was if pugazh died I won't see him again, if pugazh lives I want see him again but I will know that he is alive and safe.
I don't know what my life will be like without him I have already lost my mom and my brother now him too, how much worse can my life get.
Actually it can cause now
I have to agree to my chitapa
So in the near future
I will be married to a guy who would come to take the land under my name and leave me as a widow and at that point I wouldn't have anything else in society.
At this point death is the best option but if u die before giving the land to them then my dad will die so I will have to give it to them after marrying that bastard.
I knew that after Pugazh come out of conscious he will come looking for me,
So I decided to write a letter to him so he understands not to come back
Dear Pugazh,
I know as you are reading this you are probably wondering where I am. Pugazh when my chitapa shot you he said that I could only take you to the hospital if after your treatment I was to never meet you again. It was my best option I couldn't let you die. Pugazh I love you a lot you should me there was life to live even after that kind of tragic accident. But for your own safety I have to leave you,  but you will always be the only who my heartaches for
I am sorry Pugazh
                                           Love,
                                                  Sneha

The doctor finally came out
"He is out of danger, you guys got him here at the correct time. He is still unconscious he will get conscious in a few minutes you can go see him"
He said to us
I felt relieved and happiness flooded through me
But after he gets into conscious I will never get to see him again
I walked into the room seeing Pugazh with the oxygen mask on and stiches on him.
I felt like hugging him and crying my heart out
But I couldn't
I took the letter and put it in his hand, kissed his forehead and started to leave,
Every step towards the door felt as if my heart was crumbling bit by bit
As I reached the door I took one last look at Pugazh, my Pugazh.
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