Chapter 1

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~.Kellin's Pov.~

Mondays, oh how I hate you.

My hands search for my phone, turning it on. I was blinded by the new light that I sure as hell didn't miss.  I cheeked the time and it was 3:02 am. A seventeen year old boy should not be waking up at 3 am on a Monday fucking morning.
I'm awake and there's no way I'm gonna go back to sleep so might as well make this time useful. I get up and randomly pick out some clothes, zombie walk into the bathroom, and turn on the shower. Making sure the water is cold. My hair is a very vibrant red and I will not let it fade. It makes me look sassier than Gerard Way, and he's the sass Queen. I step in, wincing at the cold water, and continue on about my business. Quickly I get out and got dressed, wasting no time to slip my shoes on, grabbing the things I need for school. I raced out the front door but making sure I don't slam it so I don't wake up anyone else.

It was still dark outside which is a good thing, if it wasn't then I would not have been able to smoke without someone seeing me and giving me a lecture or some shit like that.
I pull the joint out of pocket along with my lucky lighter that I thankfully have not lost yet. I held the illegal substance between my lips, bring the lighter to the rolled tip and watched it catch fire.I have been craving this feeling for the past two weeks and now I'm finally happy. I recently moved to San Diego because my parents decided that we needed to be accompanied by a new environment. I couldn't care less if we stayed or not. I hated Michigan, It was so boring and the only friend I had was my best friend Hayley. I do feel bad about leaving her behind but she was a little bit older so she's gonna continue collage out of state while I'm finishing high school here. We promised to meet up as soon as this year ended though, so I'm really excited about that.
I'm somewhat happy here, I've made a few friends already. Austin Carlile, Alan Ashby, Alex Gaskarth, Jack Barakat, Jenna McDougall, and Tony Pery. I met Alan last week at Hot Topic in the mall when I was applying for a job there. Alan introduced me to all his friends and I instantly clicked with them all. With one in particular though, Jenna. She reminded me of Hayley in some way and I knew she was the type of person I'd like to fuck with. Austin, Alan, Alex, Jack, Tony and I have gotten along great, we're getting close but I felt like I could actually be myself more around Jenna. I found out she's a stoner too!

Speaking of Jenna, I need to text her. She's probably awake. I swear that girl never sleeps.

'Please tell me you're awake?' I questioned her in hopes that she will reply. And to my satisfaction, she did.

'Kells, I've been up all night, haha. What's up?'

'I was wondering if you wanna go and hang out around town before we have to be at school? I have some smoke.' I typed that last part, singing it in my head, in hopes it will convince her.

'Sure thing, meet me at the big tree in the park in 10 minutes.'

'Kk, see ya.'

'See ya, Kelly.'

I stashed my phone into my pocket and raced to the park because my high finally kicked in and I felt a shock wave of energy flow through me. I was standing by the big tree in a span of 6 minutes.
I soon saw her figure walking towards me and I felt happy because I'm not alone anymore. I really hate being alone.

~.3 hours later.~

Jenna's head is resting in my lap and I was resting up against the tree and it was actually very relaxing. We basically smoked all morning and talked about our horrible pasts and hopefully our much better future. My respect for Jenna is now on a much higher level. The things she has been through made me think much more of her. She's strong. Stronger than anyone I've ever met and I give her much respect for it. She told me she has been struggling with having an eating disorder for a while now and I made a mental note as soon as she told me, to help her get through that addiction.

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