Someday Darling, You'll Be Okay. >>Kellic

Chapter 4

I'm currently at Justin's party. It's amazing as of right now. It started maybe an hour ago and the whole school was already here.

Justin lives in a mansion on the beach. He is loaded!

Music is blasting throughout the whole house and the back yard (The half of the beach he lives on) and I'm in the house, dancing on the pool table with Jenna, a drink in my hand. I was having the time of my life and I can tell, everyone else here was too.

"Hey Kellin," Jenna calls from beside me, trying to speak over the loud music.

"Yeah babe?"

"You should sing something for us."

"You know I can't sing," I smirked

Jenna gets off the table and heads up to the microphone from where Jack's band was playing. I think it was called All Time Low? I'm not really sure.

Jenna turned off the music and made everyone's attention turn towards her.

"Hey! My lovely boyfriend doesn't think he can sing. What do you guys think about proving his statement wrong?!" The whole crowd cheered and next thing I know, I'm being pulled to the microphone. Before I start, I crab Austin's hand and ask him if he can scream for me. He said yes. He went to ask around for some other people who can play some instruments and brought them in the front of the room, where I'm standing. I tell everyone what song I want to do and thank god, they already know the song and they start setting up.

"So, this song is called 'Mad at myself' by Issues." The crowd was roaring and I felt butterflies build up in the pit of my stomach.

"I'm so mad at myself

For giving in to what I want. Never again

That feeling we felt, we called it love, you called if off

And I never been, so mad at myself

I got this old girl

I know she's trying to play me

She's like a Honda, these days I drive Mercedes

She's a killer, trying to get inside my head

Try to give her wine and bread

But she prefers the blood I bled

Playing chess, aint no way I'm gonna fight fair

She's playing tricks like the vixen in my nightmares

So damn greedy, that girl is so needy

I'm the king of this game but I think she just beat me

I'm so mad at myself

For giving in to what I want. Never again

That feeling we felt, we called it love, you called if off

And I never been, so mad at myself

I've got your melody in my head

Feels like I'm singing it wrong

Then again there's nothing worse

Than being addicted to a bad song-" At that point Austin started screaming. We ended the song and there were claps and cheers flooding our ears for the next five minutes. Jenna kissed me and then handed me a drink. Next thing I know is that I'm back on the pool table, grinding againt Jenna in my some what drunked state of mind.

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My eyes shot open and I was greeted with the worst hang over I've had. My head was pounding and I felt like I was about to puke.

I remember where I was, and I was at Justin's house. Most of the memories from the party flooded my mind, making my head pound harder. I went to stand up but I felt a hand wrapped around me waist. I looked over and saw Jenna. Panic rose in me and I felt the burning sensation at the pit of my stomach, like I was going to puke any second.

I lifted up the sheets and instantly shot to the bathroom, throwing up everything that was in my system. Jenna and I were naked! We were cuddling naked! That could only mean one thing... oh my god. I lost my virginity... TO A GIRL!

I walked over to the sink, I cupped my hands and drank the water. Also splashing some on my face. I rinsed my face, taking a look in the mirror and I almost screamed. My hair... IT'S BLACK! My red hair is gone! What the fuck?!

I went back into the room I awoke in and gathered my things, then left the house. I pulled out my phone to call Austin. He'll know what to do.. I hope.