Fear

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You think I will let you walk out on me I'll be damn If I let you leave me I would kill Aria jullya don't play with me . He said all this word with no care in the world he said them with pure satisfaction . Jordon no please I'm sorry I won't leave don't you love me baby I'm not leaving live Aria out of it you could do whatever you want to me just don't hurt her you don't love me with nothing but tears in my eyes the burning sensation of the bruises  that was cause by he's hand mark .He scream you love that little bastard more than you love me don't you see ever since she came in our life all we do is fight all we do is say hurtful words I'm 25 I didn't want a child at this point in time I'm not ready I don't want no kids yet. Things happen all the time unexpectedly baby we can't run from them she's our little angel she give us life don't you see your self in her don't you see the smile on her face when you pick her up I don't know if I can't have any other kids that's why I did not abort Aria I love you baby I don't love you any less than I love her because you gave me her you bring that joy to my life our life baby please at least take time to know her and love her please Jordan , I don't need to love her he walk up to me in spit in my face and push me against the wall I felt my head hit the wall with that he walk out the room after a couple of minutes I hear the front door close I walk across the hall where Aria room was I pick her up from her crib and hold her I cry my eyes out I pray that God would show me the way out I pray for my daughter safety and I pray for Jordan so that he could change he's way and love us  cause lord knows I don't want to raise Aria alone I don't want her to grown up like me without a father I can't deal with this I got to find a way out or at least make him love me again be part of Aria life I know I'm playing with fire but for my daughter I'm ready to get burn
Jordon pov
So what the move tonight what's up with homeboy and  the deal I ask John man to be honest I don't even think they coming . Does he know who the fuck I am does he know I could take he's life and a matter of seconds you know what I'm going home fuck this shit as I was about to go in the car i see a car coming our way you think this is him I ask John it got to be because no one else knew we was meeting in this place alright I put my revolver out because you don't know when shit is about to go left the car pull up and two man came out the first one spoke so you the king of all trap he said with a smirk on his face I look at him is that what you heard .look man I'm not try to pick a fight you got my money he hand me the bag I gave it to John he look at me its all their I hand him a box full with herd then John and I make our way to the car . Man this meeting went well I'm glad we making business with Marcus he know what we about John said with the happiest smile on he's face . Something is not right I just need to get my hand on it I have a feeling that he's not who he said he is now I'm not sure nor do I have any prove but I plan on fighting out I said with the most worried look on my face.
Oh shit let me start by letting y'all know who I am I'm Jordan Jackson married to finest girl I graduated from UCLA I with measure in law so you know a nigga not dumb I became the king of all trap when I was about 19 my parents had just pass away and a car accident I honestly never wanted to be part of this but i had other plans I needed to pay for school find away to get easy money and selling dope was the quietest so I finish my school and I still have money when jullya came in my life it was the most beautiful thing the first time I laid eyes on her I felt in love she was everything in my eyes we started fucking around and one night after the best sex of my life I ask her to marry me I ask her to never live me We went down to Vegas mad it official after a couple of months she got pregnant Aria he's something special being the fact that I name her after my mom and she's a part of me it's ever since she came in the picture jullya and I fight like we never love each other I would hit her because most of the words that she say really be cutting me deep so I don't want her to think that she could say whatever she want to or even live me because her living would be like living a lose poppy in the middle of this cold world she's the only one who gets me she put up with my bullshit yea I cheat yea I say hurtful shit but it's only because I'm still learning how to love myself before I could accept the fact that I have a good woman in my life I love her and I know someone out there would treat her better so that's why I'm not letting her walk out that door I got to get my shit together

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