The love tragedy

Mornig after

I been in the shower for an hour now and honestly I don't want to get out the warm water feel so good against my body but damnit I have to get out I got out put on some coco butter lotion on my body causing my skin to feel real smooth I put on my black skinny jeans and a white crop top with my all black timberland boots I let my hair down put I ain't feel like putting make up so I I just went simple I made my way down stairs only to find daddy seating on the couch watching the Miami Heat vs Golden State game baby who he's winning I ask you already know the heat mommy that's right they better I love basketball but when I decide to married Jordan I growth even more love for the game because once upon a time my baby use to play guarding every nigga on the block I just wish he never gave up on that dream I probably would have been on tv with these basketball wives but God have other plan for us you okay he asking snapping me out of my thoughts yes I'm fine baby I'm just about to go get Aria from izzy house I kiss he's lips and then walk out made my way to my all black rover that car is my baby Jordan gave it to me when Aria was born so I could drive around you could say it's my mommy car I made my way to Dunkin donuts pick up a couple of donuts then made my ways to Isabelle donuts should make every pregnant women happy you get to eat as much as you can I listen to Austin Mahone all I ever need on my way there I pull up in her drive way park the car I put on my shade because the sun was shining to damn bright outside for the first time I use my keys I walk in the house I found no sign of Aria or Isabell I call for them and I heard no sound my heart start pounding I made my way to their bedroom no one was home I'm trying everything in my power to clam down I made my way to the backyard only to find Aria and her hand sleeping she look so tired I took Aria from her I kiss my baby hold her as close as I could she look at me then smile I went upstairs and place Aria and her crib upstair I made my way down stairs girl I got donuts I know you like the chocolate ones so I got you a whole box for your self I bring her the box of donuts girl you glowing she said with a smile Girl my husband had me doing somethings last night making a bitch remember where she come from and who her daddy was girl I said with a smile on my face me and my husband gonna be fine whatever happened in the past already happened now we moving on for the best enough about me what you been up to she look at me then at her wedding ring man I don't even know why I married John he don't love me jullya he never did tears came down her face I'm sorry baby but have you try communicating with him telling him what happened jullya I'm no longer pregnant she scream causing me to break down as well he kill my baby He kick me in my stomach last night all because I ask him where was he was
He kill my baby jullya I hold on to her because I knew her pain I knew what was happening to her cause that was once me and at any second could be me again I cried with my Bestfriend I bring up old memories to cheer her up after 2 hours Aria woke up I feed her change her diaper put her all pink frozen dress with some white sandals on her I put her in the car seat and gave Isabell a huge I made my way to the car and put Aria in the back seat I put the radio on gave her Pink monkey stuff animal to play with I drove home feeling nothing but sadness in pain for my Bestfriend when Jordan in I was going through our thing she was always there for me now I feel like a bad Bestfriend cause I don't want to say something causing her to think that I don't have her best interest at heart on my way home I stop by and pick up some KFC cause I'm not cooking tonight my body hurt like hell after ordering the food I wanted for 10 minutes before she could deliver the order I made my way home with Aria playing in the back with her toys not paying me no mind after 15 minutes of driving i pull up in the driveway I took Aria car seat put it inside Jordan came out and took her from me giving me a kiss on my forehead telling me that he got her I made my way to the car where I took the food and my bag when I walk in he had her in he's arm playing with her smiling with her I know my husband could change I love him that made me the happiest women alive to see Jordan show Aria that he care about her that he wants to be in her life is better than anything else in this world I love my Husban
Jordan pov
When I saw jullya walking in with Aria I just knew I had to make things right with my daughter she is part of me growing up I always had both parents but my father never came home he was never there when I needed him to be there and that cause me to hide my feelings when it come to my daughter cause I'm afraid I'm gonna fuck up but Aria make me want to be better she make me better. when I look to my left I see Jullya with watery eyes I made my way to her with Aria in my hand I hold them close letting them both know that I'm sorry and that there is nothing I wouldn't do to make them happy I let them know that they were my source of happiness Jullya cry even more we made our way to the living room where Ari fall ended up sleeping in my hand after a long debate with jullya about putting her to bed she won with all her mommy facts so I calmly made my way upstairs when I place her in the crib I look at her and realize that l love my daughter I love her so much she's god miracle to me she make me a better person she's the reason why I need to live this drug life find me a real job become better so she don't grown up in a broken home so she don't suffer what jullya was face growing up I want my daughter to always be happy never have to ask or beg for nothing because I will always be there to provide that I want my daughter to have everything even if I'm not there cause tomorrow is not promising I give her a kiss on her forehead then made my way downstairs where I found jullya with two plate chicken and mash potato with some fries she hand me my I said thank you we seat in the living we watch the A walk to remember as we seat down and ate calmly she start crying when the young women and the young man got married oh my god I swear jullya is so emotional when it come to these type of things she look at me can I ask you something ? she said of course what it is? what would you do if I die? the question hit me hard but I know I had to give her an answer honestly I don't know I would probably seat home every day forget about the outside would became one with the darkness but one thing I know I would have to take care of Aria because none of our parents really here so I wouldn't let go as much because you gave me a gift and even if you not here I would love that gift and protect it for the rest of my life I'll probably never love another women I'm not going to lie ill probably fuck a couple but wife them that's a big NO you going to my wife until death do us part and that's when we both six feet under because believe it or not jullya I love you man I know I never show it I but I love man and if someone ever try to hurt you ill kill I will cause you my women and you know what I come with you hear me I love you and I know you love me too.