The love tragedy

Meeting

Jullya pov
Can you watch Aria for me izzy I have to go take care of something for the knew boutique I said on the phone with my Bestfriend she's the only one who know the type of shit Jordan is putting me through every time she come over she always telling me to live him be happy with someone who care for me and most importantly care for Aria I'm not gonna front she's right but right now my plan is not to live Jordan. Alright what time are you dropping her Isabell said with a happy tone, girl why you so happy did John give you some last night girl I said . Girl no I'm pregnant she said , oh my goodness gracious I don't know what to say I'm so happy for you baby girl oh my god you know how happy John gonna be you just don't understand how much lucky you are to be married to a good loving man . Girl John is not the perfect man you think he is last night he hit me because I found out that he was fucking around with some chick from Brownsville you know the crazy part he told me he don't want nothing to do with the baby when it come to this world . Baby girl what's happening to man now a days i don't even think theirs any good left . Right she said with a crying tone , it gets better baby I'm sorry this happened to you I'll be by your house an hour from now with that we hung up the phone . Man I can't believe John is becoming like Jordan he's a good kid he not the type to do stupid shit like that.
*flashback*
Don't you think this could work out you and I don't you think there's hope for us why do you stay with him jullya don't you know he's doing you wrong don't you know that he fucking around with other bitches why do you stay with him I could take care of you jullya give you everything you ever wanted give you love money you know that will never be a problem I got you John said no I can't be with you John I love my husband you he's Bestfriend you Aria godfather I don't see me with you and I like what we have you know what he would do to you if he found out you had this thought you know how he feel before I even get a chance to finish he scream. Man I'm not scared of him you know that you know I love you since I laid eyes on you man just give me a chance I love you jullya. I don't love you I love my husband and I know he could change and you know he will I said and a low voice man fuck you watch him keep beating your ass watch him fuck your ass up. He can change John he really could and I'm gonna make sure he does I said with tears and my eyes
*End of flashback*
I made my way to the bathroom where I did all hygiene and walk out to pick out my outfit I laid my all black dress with my red bottoms I made my way to the bathroom and started doing my makeup I made sure it look as simple as I can I put my hair and a bun I put on my all black lingerie and put on my dress I put on my heels after checking my self out for 10 minutes I made my way to Aria room thank god Aria was already ready so I don't have to worry about dressing her I put diapers and her diaper bag I took some of her toys and put them in their as well I took some gerber I know she love the banana one so I put that and I also,Put the rice and beans one just so she could have some salt in her system I mad my way to my car put my bag and put Aria things I made my way in inside the house to take Aria car seat and put it and the back I make sure she was buckle up I seat and the driver seat and and though about the meeting I put on the radio one of my favorite songs was playing " I can't even when I think about what it could be I try to love'm but that's just not me even tho deep inside I'm incomplete I try to love'm but that's just not me" I sing the song with nothing but hurt in my voice Aria was sleeping in the back so I made sure I was not singing loud after 15 minutes of driving I pull up into Isabell drive way I ring the doorbell knowing damn well I have a key she open the door she look so beating up I walk in the livening room living her to close the door I hand her my baby Isabell is the only one I trust with Aria i mean she had proven her trust to me so many time so I trust her I kiss her on the cheek and mad my way to my daughter I kiss my muffin on the forehead and wave my hand good bye and walk to the front door traffic was insane getting to Manhattan was never easy for anyone if anyone know a easy way let me know as I was trying to find a packing my phone ring
Yo where the fuck are you Jordan said sounding irritating
I'm on my way to the meeting I told you about concerning the boutique Jordan I told you about that last night remember .I said remaining calm because lord knows I wanted to ask this nigga "who the fuck those he think he talking to".but two elephants and a room that will never work so I always have to keep my composure when it come to him and I
Alright make it fast cause I want to fuck he said hanging up the phone this is exactly why I need to live him all this nigga think of me as is a sex toy I can't keep being someone satisfaction when I'm not getting no pleasure out of it. I walk in Gramercy tavern restaurant only to find my lawyer seating their waiting on me. I'm so sorry Mr Carter I thought I would get here fast you know traffic it's a disaster around here, it's okay Ms Jackson don't stress it how's little Aria doing how's your Husban he said with the nicest tone they good I said , so what's the deal Ms Jackson what can I do for you today. Alright let's just jump right thought the chase I want to divorce my Husban , Ms Jackson what you know that will cost you everything you ever own everything you ever work for or help bring to the table why you making such decision it's only been a year . I know Mr Carter it's just sometime in a women life you realize that you deserve more than just pain in disrespect you just know that your more than enough so why you being treated like your some basic hoe. Did you guys try anything else like Therapy or communicating amongst your self he said no I said the man is selfish jay he only care about himself but I'll give it a try but if things don't work out I'm walking out . Deal Ms Jackson I believe in y'all what's y'all youngin say now a day's goals you guy's are goals man y'all could work it out it's love. If only he knew what I was going through if only he knew. After the meeting I made my way to the car seat in there listening to Monica before you walk out of my life tears fall down I love him but all he's doing is causing me pain I start the car made my way home I'll let Isabell watch Aria for the night tonight it's me and him we need to fix this I want my baby back