The love tragedy

A better start

Diamond pov
things been going great at the house Jordan is being the best  father that he can be to Aria lately he been coming home he didn't fully give up the drug dealing lifestyle but day by day things is getting better I'm falling  in love again with the man of my dream he now own 3 man clothing line and he's putting he's money to good use because now  I know if one of us god forbid die I know our kids is safe and  they will be taking care of  Aria is now 3 and I'm running  on baby number 2 I am now 6 months pregnant  with baby boy and we planning this big Paris winter wedding and I'm doing all this by myself my wedding planner  pay more attention to Aria but did I forget to mention Aria started kindergarten  her teachers' loves her I cant wait to walk down aisle and spend the rest of my life with Jordon carter and have is babies and be happy with the man of my dream lately he been everything I been asking god for on January 18,2016 he ask me to remarry him honestly if I didn't say yes I would have made a mistake because I love Jordan to pieces and I know we have up and down but without ups in down where would we be so I ended up saying yes and now I'm the happiest person of  them all cant nobody mess this up also I decide to open  up a baby store for the kids  enfant  to 10 years old this store is going to be named  after the kids we still haven't come up for a name for our  son so I'm still waiting on that but other than that I already have the location its going to be in Manhattan life been great.

*flashback*                                                                                                                                                                                     

"get dress we going out tonight ill send a driver to come get you by 7:30 we have reservation at 8:00 but I know how you get when you getting ready so please be ready by 7:30 love Jordan"as I read the note i smile to myself and say i love you too it was around 5:00 i knew i needed to start getting ready or else im going to be late for my date with Jordan i hop in the shower i took  a 30 minute shower i went in my closet i pick out my valentino short red dress i also took my red bottom hills while i was at it ,it was  6:00 i starts getting ready i plug in  my curling ion and started curling my hair as for makeup im going all out tonight i haven't been out in so long i put on my all black lingerie i was admiring  the look i took a sexy picture and send it to Jordan with the caption i want you tonight he text back and a matter of second saying you will have me tonight beautiful i put on my dress then my shoes around 7:15 i get a text come outside it was send  from an unknown number i did as it said i made my way to the front door and find my husband. god damn the man is fine in he's all black Ralph Lauren tuxedo i examine him from top to bottom not realizing that he was handing me this beautiful red rose so are you  just going to stand here and just keep checking me out or you going to take the rose i simile at him give a kiss on is tasty ass lips and then took the rose damn Bae you look fine he said with a smirk on he's face i walk to the door make sure my butt was looking healthy i heard him laugh to himself  i know you teasing me he said i smile to my self why would i tease you if all of it is for you daddy with that being said he open the car door for me i made my way into the all black Range Rover that i had purchase for him last year on hes birthday i seat down in the car and so did he as he start the car   the radio the radio turn on he put on my favorite song The closer i get to you by Luther Vandross & Beyoncé we sing a long as the radio play it was nothing but happiness after the song was over he look at me i could feel hes eyes on me can i ask you something ? he said i look at him yes baby what it is? do you want to know what made me fall in love with you and why im still in love with you? what made you fall in love with me Jordan Carter ? i said and a playful way i smile well its definitely that ass of yours oh my god girl i could go for hours  i playfully punch him in head nah let me stop i fall in love with you because you took me for what i was and for what i was not you  knew that i wasn't right for you and you also knew that I'm doing wrong that at any moment I could be gone or so can you but that did not stop you from loving me from being my rider and when aria came in the picture me acting a fool did not stop you from raising her man i love you and I'm thankful I could wake up to your face and the morning and lay with you at the night man I'm the luckiest man alive thank you for that if i never told you before I love you Jullya Diamond Carter and thank you for being my wife i seat quiet not knowing what to say I look over to him I love you to baby you could always count on me Jordan you know when we said I do we said this was going to last a lifetime man there were so many time where  i could of pack my shit and go but i never could because i love you because you the man for me because you have given me one of the best gift that no words no money can buy you gave a beautiful little girl for that I'm thankful maybe we were not met to be perfect maybe god wanted us to go trough these things because he know it would bring us closer as a team and it did baby we not perfect people make mistake without mistake we cant learn in life thank you for being there that night when i was getting kick out because i don't know where i would right about now but im glad im right here with you i wouldn't change this for anything in this world i got closer to him and give him a kiss on hes lips after 30 minute of none stop driving we pull up in a parking lot Jordan came and open the door for me we walk for 5 minutes until i realize we were at central park i felt all confuse for nimute until i realize Jordan and i had our second date in that park i thought i would recreat our second date give you a better version this time he said when we arrive i was in chock there was a table and two chairs a man playing the piano kindles and flowers everywhere Jordan is not a romantic person but this time he really out did him self the night was magical we ate and laugh talk about having more kids just when i thought there was no more surprises  he took is red bow tied off and tied it around my eyes No picking he said i laugh ill try i said after 2 nimutes you could look he said i look around Jordon was no where to be found i look down here he was with a red box in is hand would you do me the favor and marrying me for the second time because there is no one i would rather spend the rest of my life with he said the tears just keep coming YESSS!!!!! i  said i know the whole New York heard me we started kissing forgetting the piano man was there Jordan signal him to go he left we got to business tonight we not fucking we making love now I'm not an outdoor type person but tonight anywhere would do we start kissing and I start sucking on Jordan neck after I unbuckle is pants took him in my mouth  motion my head back in forth he came in my mouth then he perceive to go down on me is  tongue  he rotate in foreplay motion inside me i came  in is mouth after 15 minute  he penetrate in me with a magical force none stop motion I scream letting him know I feel him in there we marinate together with passion motion he  came inside me  6 months later here I I'm .

*end of flashback*

As I was seating and deep in my  thought I get a phone call from an unknown number I answer the call a very familiar voice was on the other line I mange to seat up and realize that it was my mother  hey mom is everything okay how did you get my number ? i said in very unpleasant tone well i wanted to start of by saying im sorry i never wanted nothing bad to happened to you Jullya I'm dying i have been diagnose with brain cancer 2 years ago they found out i been living with it i was going to reach out but i thought you wouldn't care with all  the  breath i have in me I'm sorry i never wanted to hurt you i couldn't help it the tears just kept coming i knew my mother love me but she put drug and money before me would you like to met me tomorrow because there is so much i want to tell you i just want to hold you mother i miss you i love you mom ,i love you to sweetheart and yes tomorrow sound great well alright mama see you then with that being said we hung the phone i feel sad in away i should have been there my mother is the only person i have left in this world and God please don't take her away I'm begging you i know I'm impure i know i have done something's that was unpleasant to you i know and i have realize my flaws she's the only one i have left and this world please let her leave to see her grand kids let her see that i have done a great job at raising my and even if she was never around to teach me how  i have thought my self and i have done a great job why  do you look so lose so far away my beautiful bride to be my wedding planner Sophia ask me its nothing i was just deep in some thoughts you know how it gets any way did you get the white bouquet of roses i ask you for i need 20 of them for each table in the sliver vase to put them in i said to her she look at me as if I'm over exaggerating yes i did i have order them they should be coming in by the end of this week i clap my hand together letting her know she was doing a good job she bow at me and i will have you know that i know what im doing and not because it look like i been sleeping on the job doesn't mean things are not being taking care of she said with an attitude well you should start being awake maybe i would know with that being said did put in my appointment with the designer for the dress yes its tomorrow i have ask him to also clear is schedule because you want to be the only one in there she said well did you manage to get a reasonable price , yes it is 22,450 dollars well its more reasonable then before did you show him the designee that i have ,he said you could pick whichever one you want then he could make the magic happened .ok and how long did he said it would take him, i don't know he did not say you could ask him tomorrow did you even bother call the castle place to make the reservation  because clearly ain't  shit getting done I'll call you later with that being said she walk out i pack my bag and made my way to my car i  called Jordan how's my beautiful pregnant wife doing he said im stress baby daddy i don't know how to deal with all of this Sophia is doing a crappie ass job baby i don't know what to do, well what don't you just come home and ill run you a bath give you a foot massage and get you some strawberries i love you okay and get home safe and don't worry ill pick up Ari so just come home , alright daddy i love you too with that being said i hung up the phone 15 minute's later i pull up in my drive way i seat in the car and made my way inside.

Jordan pov

life is all about forginess and my wife learn to forgive me and im not even going to hold you she make me better i now own 3 man clothing line and im going to to open my boutique first bussinse im kind of excited about i felt like im  doing something and im happy to know that my wife and kids are happy  so i do what i can do to make them happy because they my family they all i have left in this world after losing my parents i  lose my self i didn't know how to love i fear that word it had become my worst enemy that's why i was never capable of loving her but now everything is going as we expecting we getting remarried i felt like she deserve after all the bullshit i put her throught after all the cheating all the name calling all the beating she still look at me the same she still find it in her heart to love and i love her their is nothing i wouldn't do to make this women happy give her the life that she deserve and as long as i have the power to i will john  and i are no longer friends after jullya told me what he said and what he try to do i don't do well with disloyalty and for me to have trust this nigga with everything and he try to get my wife to live me he try to take her out to turn her against me that don't seat well i had to get this nigga out of the picture i had to after i found out he had kiil is baby i had no more heart for him and this nigga had some nervous to come to the trap and brag out it i knew he was using but i did not know that it had gotten that bad i did not know if i did i would have got him some treatment but he became out of control it was the hardest decision i ever had to make but hey not every hero is perfect but i can't wait for baby boy to get here to play basketball with him teach him man stuff do all the things i never had a chance to do with my father i will make him grown up and be the best man that he can be .