Nightmares

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*Ellies pov*
'"Dad?" I was standing in my old house. I was four years old. "Hey brat, you have a costumer. Go to your room." I nodded my head and mentally prepared myself. I waited in my room for the old man to come in. I did my routine, brushed my teeth, put my hair in pigtails then took my clothes off and hand cuffed my self to my bed. My dad made me do this routine. Normally he would come into my room before the customer, and today was no different. He came in, tightened the hand cuffs, put duck tape on my mouth, touched me, and "made me loose" or that's what he called it. He told me not to screw this up. Then he gave me a cold glare and walked out slamming the door. The dude came did his business then left me an hour later. I was bruised, crying, and bleeding. I learned how to get out of the cuffs because my dad used to leave me in them 24/7, he would feed me then leave. I got up and cleaned my room then laid in bed. The Next day was the same routine, except the costumer that came was two big men with uniforms. Oh great, weapons. This was different though. They took off my handcuffs and put a blanket over me. One of them picked me up, while I started crying and screaming. "Ouch, put me down!!" They looked at me in pity. "I'm not going to hurt you sweetheart. I'm helping you" I looked at him confused. "Helping me with what?" He put me on this bed with wheels. "We are helping you get away from that house, and that man who put you through this." I nodded. "Doesnt everyone go through this?" He shook his head." I woke up a crying mess. I need to find Isaac, oh wait he caused this. I got out of my bunk and went toward the back bed room where dad is. I knocked on the door, "daddy?" I said sobbing. He didn't make any movement. I walked up to him and shook his shoulder. "Daddy!" I said a bit louder. He suddenly woke up and saw me bawling my eyes out. "Oh baby girl. Why are they back?" He pulled me into his arms and rocked me back and fourth. I just cried not trying to be quiet. Dad picked me up and held me against his chest. He headed toward my bunk, he got a blanket which he wrapped me in then gave me my puppy. He went toward the kitchen next and warmed up milk. Even though I am 17, I am babied alot, and especially with nightmares. Dad warmed up milk in a cup and gave it to me. I tried to control my crying but I couldn't. Dad knew this nightmare was worst then others, I felt like I was there. My body feels sore and bruised. My normal nightmares were just of my dad hitting me, not actually raping me. Daddy took the cup from me when I didn't drink it, he put it up to my lips and pulled me to where I was leaning against his chest and I started to drink the milk. I put my hands on his to sturdy the cup. I calmed down a bit to where the tears were only silently coming down. Dad carried me back to his room. He set me on his chest. He rubbed my back and kissed my forehead. "I know you don't want to talk, but we will tomorrow." I nodded and kissed his cheek before falling asleep. I woke up before dad, well actually before everyone, besides Isaac. I walked into the kitchen. And saw him slouched at the counter. He heard noise and looked up at me. He had tear stained cheeks and a red face. Well he didn't sleep at all. I got a glass of water. "I didn't mean to remind you of him." I just walked out and back into the bed room. Dad was awake now and was on his phone. When I walked into the room he put his phone down and hugged me. "How's my baby girl." I shrugged. "Are you going to talk to me?" I nodded. "Yeah I will" he walked back over to the bed. He leaned against the headboard with his legs crossed and me sitting in front of him with my legs the same way. "So do you want to tell me what your nightmare was about this time?" I shrugged. "The usual." Dad shook his head. Oh poo he didn't buy it. "Ugh fine, it was about a time where he raped me and then sold me to a different guy. Not a big deal" I shrugged trying to cry. "Baby that's a huge deal. What reminded you of him?" Dad asked right as there was a knock on the door. "Aye Justin, rise and shine. Got a busy day." Scooter yelled. "Scooter I have a family issue I have to take care of so what ever it is it's going to have to wait." Dad shouted back. He looked at me waiting for my answer. "It was just a random nightmare." Dad shook his head again. "Stop lying. Was it a person?" I nodded, with my head down. I was silently crying thinking of the events in my dream. "Who?" Dad asked. "Thats not important dad. It's over now." Dad pulled my head up to look at him. "We both know that these don't go away easily. I can almost guarantee you are going to have one tonight." I nodded. "I know." Dad pulled me into his lap. "Baby girl who scared you?" I sighed. "Isaac. He yelled at me and glared at me like my dad used to." Dad set me on the bed then walked out of the room. I heard yelling then Grayson came in with head phones. He put them on my head and cuddled me with loud music playing. I was crying silently while Grayson was comforting me. Today is going to be long. I should have went to Isaac not dad.

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