Cardboard Castle

Chapter 10

Authors Note: Okay, so i still had writers block, bear with me please! 

Kats POV:

I was sore, everything was sore. I really didn't remember much. My memory of the past 10 hours were numb. I don't think i really wanted to remember. It hurt, it still hurts. Who knows, who knows if he's even out there. If he even cares? God, why am i such an idiot. Why would i do this to myself. 

The door to my hospital room interrupted my thoughts, thank god. Louis walked in. 

"Hey." He shyly said.

"Louis!" I replied to him, probably too excited under the circumstances. 

"Kat, why? Why did you want to see me? Why before Niall?"

"He's here!?" Thank God he was here! 

"Of course, why wouldn't he be?" Louis asked me. 

"I thought he would hate me for the rest of my life." I started crying, covering my face with my hands. 

"Hey, hey. Hey now, don't cry Kat, you need to be calm, or else you're not going to heal." Louis told me. 

"Louis," i cried, "I'm sorry for being so harsh on you. I'm sorry for yelling at you, and being so hopeless about everything, I'm so so sorry."

He reached over My bed and hugged me. "It's okay, Kitty Kat, i forgive you," He said adding a kiss on my forehead. 

"Will you bring the rest of them in please?"

Louis nodded, walking out into the hall, calling the boys. In less then 12 seconds, they were all in my room, hugging me and kissing me on the fore head. Naturally Harry and Liam sat at the table, Louis in Harry's lap, and Zayn in the visitors chair. Niall sat in the bedside chair, holding my hand. 

"I'm...I'm sorry, boys." I cried. I couldn't stop crying, looking at them. They were all so heart broken, seeing what i did to them  made me realize how much they cared for me. Niall was crying at my bed side, he hadn't said anything to me yet. "Niall, please say something." i pleaded to him.

"I love you, Kat. I love you so much, and i'm sorry that i would ever put you in a position to make you feel like you had to leave, I'm sorry that i did that to you."

"Niall,don't apologize to me. I need to say I'm sorry. I don't know why i did it, i was just feeling so numb, so lonely. Liam came, he told me that you still loved me, but i didn't believe him. I lied when i said i didn't trust you, i was just shocked."

"I know, babe, i know." Niall said, kissing me on the cheek. 

The boys had started talking when i started to doze off, closing my eyes.

"Kat?!" i heard Niall call, distant in my thoughts and oncoming dreams.

"She's just sleeping," Zayn told him.

That's the last thing i heard, but i was okay with it, because i had the only thing i needed back in my life.