In Our Separate Minds (IOM Series:Book 2) (Completed)

What Now?

*Edited*

"Aud I'm really sorry but I had to tell you" I said as she walked downstairs.

"Bay it's okay. I'll admit that at first I was mad but I'm not anymore. I was shocked that you and Riker kissed but like you said you were both really upset and you guys were drunk. Besides when I was mad at you I kissed Rocky not to long ago so it's all good. It's not like it meant anything right?" Audrey said to me causing me to go deep in thought.

*Flashback* (about 2 years later after the new years party)

"I just can't believe she dumped me for Ryan?!? I know that I have to respect her choice but I was always there for her, and he wasn't! How is that fair?! Maybe Ryan is a better guy than me" Riker says to me sounding really hurt as we both take another sip of our drinks. Rocky said he was going to order a pizza so he went to pick it up as Riker and I just sat here being miserable about all of our troubles with Audrey and drank our sorrows away.

"No, you're a way better guy than him. This just isn't fair, you and Audrey were supposed to be forever, you guys were so epic! I personally always loved you two together. And we were supposed to have a double wedding! Why would she dump you for that stupid fuck boy who doesn't even care about her like you do!?

Ryan was one of my best friends until he made Audrey ditch me but he has nothing on you and she expects me to be okay with her dumping you for that d*ckhead! You were a way better boyfriend than him and I was a way better friend than him" I say falling onto the couch closing my eyes.

"No Bay wake up, you can't go to sleep yet" he says sitting beside me and pulling me up.

"I know, but I'm tired and I miss my best friend" I say.

"Yeah me too, I love her ya know.. but she dumped me for Ryan, then she ditches you for that same jerk that was always upsetting her leaving me to fix her broken heart" he says taking another sip of his drink.

"Exactly, and he didn't even propose to her but you did" I say taking another sip of my drink.

"Life will just never be fair, we can never have what we want and we can't move on so what now?" He says.

"I don't even know, what do we do? Audrey was both of our best friends too, but once again Ryan ruins everything" I say.

"Well we have each other Bay, Audrey ditched us for the fuckboy but we still have each other" he says and I hug him.

"Yeah that's true, we don't need her" I said when we pulled away from the hug.

We just stared into each other's eyes for a while and suddenly his lips were on mine and it just happened so fast...

I didn't even understand why, I mean yeah I do love Riker, I love R5, I love the Lynch's but my heart has always belonged to Rocky.

"Hey I'm back with pizza" I hear Rocky say as Riker and Ipull away from each other.

"What just happened" I whisper to Riker.

"I don't know, it just happened so fast, we.. we can't tell anyone" he whispers.

"Yeah I know" I whisper just as Rocky walks into the room with pizza.

And from that day on I just figured the kiss meant nothing and Riker and I became best friends and I basically forgot about it.

*End Of Flashback*
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"Ye-yeah, it totally meant nothing" I said snapping out of my thoughts.

"Bay you can tell me, I won't get mad.. did it mean something?" she asks me.

"I don't know... I mean it was so long ago and I really love Rocky and I automatically assume that it didn't mean anything but maybe it. But I love Rocky, always have, always will, so why would I have feelings for any one else. Ugh.. why did that kiss even happen, honestly I wish it didn't.." I trailed off trying to catch my breath when I was done speaking.

"Well then you already made your choice, you love Rocky. Kissing Riker was just a one time thing. You just have to push the feelings that might be coming back away. Meanwhile I don't know what to do, I love Ryan and I want to be with him.. but I've always loved Riker" she says and I nodded my head in agreement.

"You're right Aud, I do love Rocky a lot and like you said the kiss was a one time thing. It happened a long time ago and it won't ever happen again. Now about your situation, even though you're with Ryan, honestly I love Rikrey. But that's just my personal opinion and I know this sounds cliché but listen to your heart. Who do you see with you forever, to always be there for you?" I ask her just as Rocky comes up to us.

"Hey future husband" I say to Rocky as I jump on his back and kiss his cheek.

"I love you so much, I can't wait until we're married" he tells me making me smile.

"I love you too" I say as I see Riker walking by which makes me a little bit nervous.

"Hey what's up" he says.

"Hey" Rocky and I say at the same time.

"Bay can I talk to you later" Riker says.

"Yeah..." I say as Rocky and I leave, I probably shouldn't have said that.. I think that I need to stay away from Riker so that I can push these feelings away. I know I love Rocky, but I have to push these guilty feelings away and how can I do that if I'm always around Riker.

Heyyyyyyyyy its Bay, so that was the new chapter, hope you guys liked it so much relationship drama wow!!!!! Does Bay have feelings for Riker or was it just a kiss??? What would've happened if Rocky didn't walk in???? Would she have pulled away?????????? Who will Audrey choose ????????? Will Bay really stay away from Riker or is she gonna talk to him?????? What's Riker's opinion, or Rocky's or Ryan's opinion on all of this???????? That's all for now, Bye Bayans love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Bay*