In Our Separate Minds (IOM Series:Book 2) (Completed)

Tell me why

*Edited*

I ran upstairs to my room crying as I layed down on my bed, I don't know how long I was there for but someone suddenly entered the room.

"Hey are you okay?" a familiar voice asks me as he walked in and sat down right beside me.

"No.. I... I don't know.... I uh.. I heard that you were moving back in.... I don't want to bug you, I should probably just go..." I said crying but Rocky cut me off as he pulled me into a tight and comforting hug.

"No.. stay.. I'll always be here for you, what's wrong? I hate to see you so sad" he said wiping away my tears.

"Rocky... can I ask you something" I said still crying.

"Yeah, anything" he said wiping away my tears and looking into my eyes.

"Wh..why.. why did you.. cheat on m..me.. with.. Audrey? What's so great about Audrey... Why?" I said crying harder.

"Bay.. I cheated because I was a stupid jerk and it's my biggest mistake and I regret it every single day. I shouldn't have done that, I had everything and I screwed it up. You're absolutely perfect and you mean everything to me. You're the love of my life, you were the perfect girlfriend, everything that I could ever hope for and more. I miss us so much" he said wiping away my tears still looking me in the eyes.

"What about.. Audrey" I said still crying.

"I love you, not her, I never loved her, it was always you. I don't even know why I..." He started to say as he looked down but I cut him off.

"Why you slept with Audrey, why did you sleep with her?!?" I asked him still a little hurt.

"I honestly don't know, but it was a mistake and I'm so sorry Bay. I should've been there for you, not her because you are everything to me, my other half" he said looking into my eyes wiping away my tears.

"Rocky you can't just say stuff like that to me and think that everything is gonna be okay again" I tell him with tears still in my eyes as I try not to fall for him again.

"I know Bay.." he started to say but I cut him off.

"No you don't know, you're making everything so complicated!" I slightly yelled at him.

"How?!? Bay I love you, what is so complicated about that?" He asked raising his voice at me.

"Because I love you too" I yell.

"Then what's the problem?" He asks me.

"Rocky.. what about your girlfriend Audrey, you two are going to be parents or.." I said but he cut me off.

"The baby's not even mine, I think it's Ryan's" he said.

"So that's the only reason that you want to be with me, because Audrey doesn't want you anymore" I yelled with tears threatening to escape.

"Bay you know pretty damn well how I feel about you! You know that I love you and I always have and  that's why Aud and I never would have worked out because all I could think about is you! And even when I was with Aud, seeing you with Riker broke me. It will always be you" he admits to me.

"But how do I know that for sure?!?" I ask him.

"Because you just do Bay!" He tells me and I start walking away not wanting to get my heart broken by him again but he gently grabbed my arm and pulls me back to him. He then backs me up against the wall.
"Look me in the eye and tell me that you don't miss us being together as much as I do, tell me that you're over me then" he whispers and I can't tell him that because it would be a lie.