How do I move on when I'm stuck in the past?

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Grians POV

I wake up to the bright light of morning.

I sighed realizing that i have school today.

If I want to move on I might as well get out of my room.

I changed into my school uniform and brushed my hair as it looks more like a birds nest than a guys hair.

I walk downstairs to be greeted by a smiling Taurtis and Sam.

"so you're friends now" I smirked

Taurtis had told me about his 'small' crush on Sam so I'm happy their friends now

"Yeah while you've been in your room we had no one else to talk to so..." Sam chuckled

"we're friends now" Taurtis smiled

When Sam turned his back I made a love heart behind his back. tairtis just sighed

"So how do we have the pleasure of seeing the dead prince" Sam smiled but then realized what he said

I just looked down.

Even the word dead... Just gets to me

"um... I just thought if I am to move on I might as well start getting back into my usual routine I guess" I looked up and smiled so they would think i was okay

"So... Why are you wearing a jumper? It's like a million degree's out here" Taurtis exagarated

"Um... Im just a bit chilly... Whats for breakfast?" I asked changing the subject

"Um... Torito's?" Taurtis chuckled

"no toritos Taurtis, Its waffles" Sam chuckled at Taurtis' childness

Oh My Gord! So Kawaii! I SHIP IT!

"Great!"

~Time Skip to School~

I walked into the school building

Sam went off gord knows where leaving me and Taurus alone.

But anyway, we were running out the cafateria to the field when I noticed it...

Her grave...

I stared at it.

" Um hey buddy Im gonna go to the bathroom... Be right back" I choked on my words trying to hold back tears.

Taurtis' POV

Im so glad Grian's happy again.

We were running out of the cafateria when he stopped and stuttered

"Um hey buddy Im gonna go to the bathroom... Be right back"

He ran off without looking back.

At first I was confused until I noticed what he had been looking at...

Roisin's grave...

No wonder he ran off! I thought as I began to chase after him

When I ran into the bathroom he had went into I heard silent sobbing coming from one of the stalls.

I open the door to see grian curled up on the floor in a fit of tears.

"Buddy..." I sighed as I pulled him into a hug

"Your not as okay as you say you are, are you?"

He slowly nodded his head

"Tell me how your feeling"

He didn't say anything he just took of his hoodie revealing hundreds of cuts

"Grian..." I was on the verge of tears myself.

How did I not notice this earlier

We've been living in the same house and I've never noticed

" I tried to forget her by... Drinking, taking these pills I found and..." He gestured to the cuts

I just pulled him into a hug

We walked out of the bathroom

People where standing outside with there phones ready to take pictures because I had my arms round Grian but when they noticed his arms they almost dropped their phones while running to hug him

Miss Okami came to see what all the fuss was about

"Now whats all this havok" Her smile faded into a frown when she looked at Grian's arms

"Grian why dont you come with me" She smiled sympathetically while Grian wlked away

I walked over to Sam

"I knew he was upset but I didn't know it was this bad" Sam was also on the verge of tears

"I know... When I lost Salex i just stared at a wall... That's what I thought Grian was doing... I was never suicidal..."

"Who's Salex?"

"Um... Long story but easily summerized... Salex was my girlfriend who got hit by a car and died a while back"

"Oh... Im sorry"

"Dont fret... I moved on... I mean I still love her but I'm at peace with the fact she's never coming back but I dont know if Grian will ever get over Roisin"

"I remember him being so happy..."

"Me too..."

"But that Grian might be dead..."

( Hey Guys! I hope you've enjoyed this chapter! I know it's quite sad but it will get better! I promise! The next chapter will be out either tomorrow or Friday so Again I hope you've enjoyed this chapter)

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