The Time You Run Away

part 7 A caper

Rina's P.O.V.

I remember how he protected me from bad guys.

I remember how nice he was ehen he bought icecream whenever I have scars.

I remember every moment we had when we walked through the hallway of the school never mind about other people.

I remember how he violently knocked on my door just to awake me from joyful dreams without knowing it was he on my sleep.

I remember how he made sweet conversations to my dad saying he's gonna take me to church.

I remember everything.

I do not know how to forget it nor live life happily.

He ran away. He stepped out. He left me.

Who will protect me from the bad guys now that he is gone?

Who will take to the icecream shop to buy some whenever I am in pain?

What kind of icecream will I have to forget the scars in my heart?

Would I still be able to walk in hallways without minding what others think of me?

That I am pathetic?

Desperate? Am I for real?

Who will be there to wake me when nightmares come into my dreams now that he's gone?

Who will be the man to start a conversation with my parents?

Esis. What have I done?

Am I not enough?

Was I wrong of trusting you?

The man I always wanted to be With took me to church.

Yes, he took me to church.....

Ran away from me, and left me unreasonably.

He was a caper..

I hate him..

I love him.

Should I still love him?

The caper of my heart.

He stole my heart and left it in a null vase, flowers fading in color surrounded it, my heart was found in pieces.

Not just that.. I found it with a letter,

'I am sorry but she needs me.'

So what was my heart for?

Just for reservation???? For now, I cry not because you left me..

But because I do not know why you did it.