Angel. [Jastin]

Twenty-Two

Justin Bieber

I sat in the back of class as I looked down at my worksheet that I did not plan on doing at all. Suicidal thoughts invading my head as I had just sighed, tempted to grab the pencil and maybe stab myself in the eye! Just kidding. I'm too much of a pussy to do that, Jay was right next to me and he also seemed upset but I knew it was because of Makayla, she didn't want Jay to help her with the baby.

I tapped my foot against the ground, playing with my pencil as I impatiently waited for the bell to ring. Once the bell had finally rung, I quickly got out of class and walked down the halls, "hi Angel" Jason said behind me as I ignored him.

I walked into the boys bathroom and stood by the sink, "uh babe? Are you okay?" Jason asked as I pasted back and forth, digging my nails into my skin as I gritted my teeth, "if you're mad about New Years then I'm so sorry Justin, Asher is my best friend and it turns out that he was just shot in the leg but they needed me because I was eighteen and had to pretend to be his brother or something." My breathing was fast and I felt like I could snap any second. "Justin?" Jason frowned as he put his hand on my shoulder causing me to flinch.

"Angel, what's wrong?" Jason asked before I threw my phone at the mirror and my boyfriend gasped as I began to grab pieces of glass off the floor and sink "JUSTIN! STOP!" Jason cried as I grabbed a piece and pressed it down against my wrist, sliding it.

Jason smacked the glass out of my hands and blood poured down, I began to feel nauseous as I fell in the floor, "Hello?! 911!" I heard before closing my eyes.

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I had woken up and winced as I covered my eyes, the room was very bright and white. I was laying down on a bed and I could hear a heart monitor. I looked down and there where bandages wrapped around my wrist. A woman walked in "oh you're awake! I'll let Dr. Edwards know" she said before walking over to the phone.

"You have someone waiting for you.. Jason McCann?" she said after calling the doctor and I was about to speak but my throat felt tight, the nurse grabbed a cup of water and handed it to me, I took a sip out of my cup.

"J-Jason?" I spoke, "yes he's been waiting all day" the nurse grinned "I want to see him" I said as she nodded "i'll go get him" the nurse smiled before leaving. What the hell happened? I glanced at my wrist and it was burning.

Jason walked in and sighed in relief "What happened?" I asked "you tried to kill yourself Justin" he said as tears formed in his eyes. I couldn't believe what he was saying, did I really try to do that? The doctor walked in with a clipboard and sat down by his computer. "Hi Justin, I am Dr. Edwards" he spoke "how are you feeling?" "Tired" I mumbled.

"Well we where able to stitch the cut back in time before you could run out of more blood, and you where losing so much blood we had this young men here donate some blood to you" the doctor said looking over at Jason, "and because you had tried to attempted suicide you will be staying over night and we will be checking if you have anything wrong" the doctor said as I sighed.

"So we need a uran sample" the doctor said putting down a small cup, "bathroom is just right over here" he said before leaving as I rolled my eyes. "You have to help me get out of here" I said as Jason's eyes widened "NO!" he said "you're sick!" Jason said as my eyes darkened "I am not" I said. Jason crossed his arms and furrowed his brows as he stared into my eyes, tears formed in my eyes "okay.. I am" I cried as Jason walked over to me and hugged me tightly. "I'm here for you Angel, I love you" Jason said as I sniffled against his chest.

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Kimberly and Makayla stood by me as I was still lying down in the hospital, "when will the doctor be back with your results?" Kimberly asked as I shrugged, "I don't know" I said.

Jason had left to visit Asher in the other room, and Annie was at my apartment taking care of my dog. I don't think she really wanted to come in the first place. "I bought you some extra clothes and I know Jason wears your shirts sometimes so I bought some of your shirts for him and pants of course" Kimberly said as I nodded.

I heard a knock on the door and a man came in with a bouquet of roses "For Justin Bieber?" he said as I furrowed my brows. "They're from Dad" Makayla said looking at the note "I might of told him about the incident" Kimberly said. "How did he send over roses from Jail?" Makayla asked furrowing her brows.

I yawned and Kimberly grabbed the extra blanket, putting it over my body "get some rest" she said as I nodded. Jason walked in as Makayla stood up besides Kimberly "we're going to sleep at your apartment, don't worry we won't break anything" she said "go ahead" I yawned as Jason lied down on the couch, closing his eyes.

My sisters left as my eyes began to close, "come here" i said as Jason got up and made his way over my bed "come lay with me" I said patting down on the empty spot next to me. Jason lied down and cuddled into my side as I grinned softly.

Why did I try to commit suicide? Imagine if my attempt had actually succeeded, Jason would've been devastated. I kissed Jason's cheek "I'm not going anywhere" I whispered.

Jason smiling in his sleep as he let out a soft snore. I closed my eyes and smiled softly before falling asleep while holding on to my man.

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Hi hello thanks so much for reading! And I thought about NOT updating because I'm really sick and looking at a screen made me nauseous but I'm feeling a LITTLE better so I decided I GUESS I'll update! Lmfao but again thanks for reading cuties😇💕💘