*BELIEVE*

I'M PREGNANT.

Once he got his door, opened, he pulled me in, and shut and locked the door... He had a real devilish look on his face... "Criss, what is that look for?" He just laughed at me and came over and started undressing me.. "Kc, I can't believe you actually said yes to me! You are so beautiful and Sweet! I want you bad!! Come here and love me like only you can...(I tried to interrupt him for i wanted to tell him about the Dr.s visit, but once his mind is set, there was no way out of it...So he stripped me down and quickly literally ripped his shirt off! and chased me to the bedroom...He jumped on top of me got into position, and he was a little too excited, and went in a little harder than usual, but i didn't want to ruin it by telling him he hurt me...We ended up having the hottest sex ever...then he got experimental and wanted to try different positions....He was acting like we were on a pre-honeymoon... He finally decided it was time for us to climax together and stop for the night....or morning I should say, because it was 4:00 a.m. when he finished.. He continued to lay on top of me, and whispered very sexily in my ear...about how much he loved me... I decided now was the time to tell him...

"Crisstopher, how much do you love me?"

"Sweetie, there is no measurement out there to tell you how much I love you. Why?"

"Do you remember earlier, when you left to perform your show, and the Dr. came by to visit me?"

"Oh shit, babe! i was so excited about dinner that i totally forgot, what did he say? Was it Stomach flu, or what?"

"Neither....Honey, I am....Well.... I am kind-a, sort-of.... (Criss interrupts)

"Babe enough with the hesitating suspense, what is wrong, and is it serious!?"

"I am pregnant..."

Criss looked at me in complete disbelief, than yelled out in a burst of happiness, and scared the hell out of me...

OH MY GOD! Sweetie!, why didn't say so! You are making me a Daddy! (He jumped on top of me and showered me with kisses and hickeys.) Oh, Baby, I love you so much!! Wait did the Doctor say how far along we are?

"We Criss!?"

"Yes We!, You are gonna have my baby!! Wow, i gotta tell my mom....and my brothers....And...."

"Honey, calm your shit please, you are beginning to frighten me just a little.. (i told him with a laugh) Besides didn't you want me to tell you how far along I was?"

"Right I am back into reality for a bit baby girl, how far along are we?! (he said a little outta breath from all his excitement.)

"We are 3 weeks pregnant...I was kind of afraid to tell you, boy what was I thinking!!, The real scary part is going to be telling my dad."

"Sweetie, what your dad don't know won't hurt him, til' its too obvious not to notice.. Wow! We better get our asses on the ball if I am going to marry you before the baby gets here... I wonder if its gonna be a girl or a boy? What do you want it to be Honey....Sweetie....Babe!"

"Oh, well i didn't really think about it..."

"Kc, you don't seem happy with it, are you OK?"

"Actually Crisstopher, it's making me nervous...What if something bad happens. I remember all the complications my mom had with me, and we both almost died... what if I can't handle it and the baby dies before it comes...What If?...."

Criss held me in his warm embrace rocking me back and forth, talking sweetly in my ear. "Baby, shh...don't cry, everything will be alright, i promise I won't let nothing happen to you ever....I will be here with you....I will keep you safe... I love you so much you Sweet beautiful Girl.....I am Insanely Crazy about you. You Love Me Too? ( He said tickling me, and laughing. trying to make me feel better.)

"I Love You With My Whole Heart, My cup runneth over with love for you..."

After all The drama, he finally went to sleep with me cradled in his loving embrace.