You & I (N.H)

Chapter 16 of You & I: "I never noticed how much a smile can hide"

(Nicole's POV)

The boat was big and black, it was pretty long too. The boat also had a water slide from what I can see, and it smelled like gas. Ew.

We walked up the stairs of our boat and into a room where I saw a guy working at a big desk.

"Uh-sir?" Niall asked

"Yes, how can I help you today?" The guy asked

"Would you be able to tell us our room number?" Niall asked

"Your room is 243"the guy said handing us the key to our room.

"Thanks" Niall said smiling in

We walked up to our room, I set my purse down and flopped onto the bed. I sat there for a couple minutes, but then my phone buzzed. It was Twitter, so I checked it, and sure enough it was hate.

"A little nervous to be going on a boat but it's for my sister, here I come Katrina! ~Nicole"

"NIALL WAS MINE YOU FREAK!"

"I can't believe Niall chose you out of everyone, he could of chose me!"

"You're cheating on Louis and Niall!!!"

"You treat them so badly, why couldn't Niall pick a perfect model, you're just a worthless piece of trash"

"YOURE SO UGLY! WHAT THE CRAP, EVERY TIME I LOOK AT YOU I THROW UP!"

"Why couldn't Louis  pick a perfect model, but your just-UGH!"

" I thought you hated 1D and now you're falling for them, I wouldn't be surprised if you kissed Liam or Harry next"

"I'm trying to say this in a nice way, but I just can't. YOURE SO UGLY, AND FAT, AND WHO WOULD WANT TO BE WITH YOU! UGH!!!!"

Wow, I guess the fans hate me. I felt a couple tears stream down my face, so now I know.

I'm hated.

I'm not wanted.

I'm ugly.

I'm no perfect model.

The fans just had to remind me that, but they where right. I walked into the bathroom looking for something sharp. A razor, perfect. Once I got the razor I cut myself 3 times then put it away, Immediately. I cleaned up my cut with a wet paper towel then put my jacket sleeve over it so no one could tell I was cutting. Once I was done I walked back into the room with the beds on it and sat down on one, I continued to look at my tweets.

"A little nervous to be going on a boat but it's for my sister, here I come Katrina!~Nicole"

"Okay, can we just agree on something, THIS GIRL IS UGLAAAYYY."
"I AGREE!!!"
"YES, that's the most true thing I've heard all day!"

"Girllll you might as well just date a wolf because thats what you deserve!"

"Why do you have to be so fat and ugly, I mean Niall doesn't like people like you. Just EW!!!l

"Niall, why did you chose Nicole when you could've chosen, I don't know, FREAKEN BEYONCÉ OR SOMETHING!"

"Louis, why did you have to kiss HER! I mean Nicole is just the most gross person I've ever seen."

"Can someone please tell my why Louis kissed Nicole, I mean Nicole is just a nobody."

"Alright, everyone calm down. First of all, Nicole is NOT fat and she is NOT ugly. I don't chose girls for looks, I chose a girl that I like and girls that make me smile. Like Nicole, and Nicole is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen I don't know why some people would think she is ugly. Could everyone please just stop hating on her?"

That last comment was pretty nice, wait a minute! That comment was from Louis!!!!! I didn't want o to read all of the comments because then Niall and him would go easy on me, and be extra nice to me! I need to just delete the tweets or something before Niall sees it. Once I deleted a couple of the tweets I just decided to stop, then my phone kept buzzing and buzzing;it was Mia!

"Hello?" I said answering the call

"NICOLE YOURE OKAY!!!" Mia yelled through the phone

"Yeah, I'm just fine" I said trying to hide the pain.

"That's awesome! Where-uh are you though?" Mia asked

"Well long story short I got a call from my sister saying she was in London so now I'm on a boat to London!" I explained

"Wha-what??" Mia asked

"Heh, yep! Going to London!" I said excitedly, even though the last thing I want to be on is a boat.

"Well, who's with you, please don't tell me you're alone!" Mia asked

"I'm with Louis and Niall" I answered

"Nicole what about Liam and Harry?" Mia asked

"Yeah, I'll need to tell them. Maybe they will take a helicopter and land it on the boat" I fake laughed

I only fake laughed because I needed to let Mia know I'm fine or else she will go easy on me like Louis and Niall will if they find out about the haters. But Louis already knows, which is bad..

Mia just laughed with me.

"Well I should get going, probably going to go check Twitter and Facebook, you know the social media stuff" Mia chuckled

WAIT!! Mia will see my tweet, I need to delete it.

"MIA WAIT!!" I yelled, then realized how loud I yelled...

"What?!" Mia asked worriedly

"Don't-t check Twitter." I explained

"Why?" Mia giggled, thinking it was funny that I didn't want her to check Twitter

"Beca-becausee-uh I need to update it because-um I know this trick that makes Twitter even better. So you can't go on it or it'll ruin it." I lied

I knew I shouldn't lie to Mia, but she just couldn't go easy on me.

"I don't know if you're lying or not. But okkkkayyy. Uh-bye" Mia said hanging up

Phew!!

Once I was done on the phone with Mia, Niall walked in.

"Uh-what are you doing here?" I asked

"This is my room" Niall laughed

"Oh yeah.." I said

"Do you want to go to the water slide?" Niall asked excitedly

"Or the bar!" Niall added

"Yeah.." I answered quietly

"Is there anything wrong?" Niall asked

"No... I'm fine." I answered, lying

"Are you sure?" Niall asked agin

"Honest. I'm okay" I said giving Niall a fake smile.

"Okay..." Niall replied

You know what's funny? How even though I can't see the stars durning the day, you know they are there. Just like even though I can't see my parents, I know that they are there.

You also know what's funny? How much a smile can hide, and how saying "I'm fine." Can change a lot of things. Just a faint fake smile can hide way more than you think. Telling someone you are fine, can change a lot. I never noticed how much a smile can hide.

//Hey guys! Sorry the ending is a bit over dramatic, but whatever. Hope you enjoyed!!

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Well bye!

~Lexi xx