//Guys if you play the music video above, it will really make this more sad. So make sure to click it, even though Nicole didn't love Louis and Niall for a thousand years. It's still sad right?\\
(Nicole's POV)
Forever, a very long time.
I just wish I wouldn't have to say goodbye yet, I wish I had more time. Because yes, I was once just a normal girl, and yes I'm falling for Niall Horan and Louis Tomlinson. I don't know how I've gotten to this, this love in my life. I guess this is what I get for liking Niall and Louis. I just wish I could have Louis back, and the old Niall back. I'm such a lucky person to say that I've kissed both of them. I mean what are the chances. You take 3 people in the world, and make them fall in love. But wouldn't I need to choose? That makes shivers crawl down my spine. Me, Nicole Harper, having to choose between Niall Horan and Louis Tomlinson? You might just pick your favorite, but that's how it is for me. We all have our favorite, but me, I have two favorites, and it seems that I can't pick which one I like more. I wish I could just have both. Yet it doesn't work that way. But now, I only have one left. You know when you where young you'd fan girl over all these people, and call them your 'future husband', or maybe you still do that, I wish I could say I do the same thing. But I don't call Niall or Louis my 'future husband' because they probably won't be. They are famous boys, that need to fall for someone that isn't me. They meet pretty girls all the time, and yet they choose me. I'm not even pretty, I'm not some girl that Niall or Louis would fall for. I'm the one that they would more likely hate. Yet it looks like you'll find me on this stupid life raft with them. Well, looks like only Niall, Liam and Harry. Louis-we'll do you really think that he will make it? Am I crazy?!?! Oh my gosh! I'm losing faith that Louis will make it! I-can't believe I just thought that, that Louis won't make it?
See this is why you don't become friends with me, and to this day I still don't understand why Louis, Niall, Liam and Harry are.
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"I've got an idea!" Niall stated
"What is it?" I asked
"Is there a first aid kit here? That could help Louis!" Niall exclaimed
"I'll go look" Harry said as he got up.
And a couple minutes later Harry lifted up the first aid kit up in victory.
"Found it!" Harry said
"Hand it to me lad." Liam commanded
Harry followed as commanded and handed it to Liam. Liam toke out the right materials and used them on Louis.
"I'm no doctor, but it looks like Louis's heart will pump slow, then catch up speed" Liam said
"Wait so that means he could still make it?!" I asked
"I'm not sure how to answer that, we really need a doctor to know." Liam answered
"I'll take whatever I can get." I replied
Liam went back to CPR as I saw the sunrise, it was beautiful. All the colours, yellow, red, orange, and many more. I saw as the birds chirped as the flew past it. They where so lucky, to have life so simple. They where free in so many ways, the only thing they had to worry about was getting food. I wish my life was like that. Then I noticed the big cotton candy like clouds, they floated slowly. Peaceful, was the only word I had thought of until it gets rainy, and it starts to pour. The sunrise, beautiful colours where all I saw. The birds, oh how free the where. And the clouds, how peaceful they where. Then it would rain and pour and ruin your day. The clouds are like my life, sometimes it can be so peaceful. Then reality will hit you, just like the thunder in the clouds. Why, is all I ask. Why do the clouds have to be like my life? Why do the birds have it easy and I don't? Why can't I be as pretty as a sunset? But the question I asked myself the most was,
Why did I fall in love?
Why?
Why couldn't I just hate Niall, or at least just be friends with him! If I hated Louis, I wouldn't even know he died because I didn't use to pay attention to that stuff before I liked them.
Why did I let my parents die?
Why didn't I look for my sister alone?
Why did I beg Louis and Niall to come with me on this ship?
Why is Louis dying?
Why?
I just need an answer, as to why I did these things.
*****
~1 hour later~
"Nicole, this isn't working." Liam told me
"Liam please!" I begged
"We've been trying this for the whole night now, I d-don't think Louis is going to make it." Liam explained scratching the back of his neck.
"No, Liam please! This can't be happening, Liam, please! Ill do anything just please keep trying, please!" I pleaded with tears fallin down my face.
"Lad, I know you love Louis very much. We all did. But Liam tired this, Harry tried it. Louis isn-"
"No, no, no Niall please! You can't let Louis die! You just can't, there has to be something! Harry, Liam, Niall, I'm begging you! Please! I love Louis too much just to let him die!" I cried cutting off Niall.
"Nicole I'm sorry" Liam said while Niall ran his hand through his hair and Harry stood there in silence.
"No, please don't let Louis die! Niall do something, please ju-just keep tryin-" I was cut off my by my tears.
Niall pulled me into his arms and I sobbed into his chest, knowing I wouldn't win this fight.
I looked over at Louis's pale body, his once beautiful smile. His once darkened tattoos, his once beautiful eyes. His once cheeky grin, his once loving heart, or his sweet smirk when he flirts with you. His once, once beautiful smile. The one that could cheer you up, the one that could make you feel better when you're sad. The one that makes you feel like you're the only person in the world. When he'd be the one for you when you're lonely, or even the one that kisses you in the rain. But most of all, once that simple sweet smile that makes your heart flutter.
Was now gone.
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