one month had gone by rather fast
him: you have to go!
me: who says?
him: me! i'm not letting you miss this!
me: it's just a dance.
him: no it's not! it's the christmas dance!
me: so? that changes nothing.
him: santa could be there.
me: god forbid you ever have a mature moment.
him: that's it, we're going.
me: no.
him: i'm going to drag you there if i have to!
me: you wouldn't.
him: fine, i get it. i shouldn't force you to do something that scares you.
me: finally, you see reason - what do you mean it scares me?
him: you're self-concious and too scared to go, i get it.
me: shut up, i'm going.
him: there! now you can't take it back!
me: i hate you.
him: i know.
( his smile is unbearable.)
scribbled over the back of a postcard from france
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little talks
Randomi needed to write down almost everything he had said, to reassure myself that he had been real, that we were something that lasted; at least for a little while. - nina [ © jude rigor two-thousand-&-thirteen ]