Various Anime One Shots

A Sign > Loke <

Jealousy can be a nasty emotion.

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You had always known that this would happen. You always tried to convince yourself that you hadn't done it but alas it was inevitable that one you of you were going fall in love with the other - and because of your amazing good luck - so not sarcasm - it was actually you!

You didn't remember how it began or what made the thoughts race through your mind twenty-four seven. For days on end you were trying to convince your mind and your heart that it wasn't true and it was only a phase because of how kind and amazing he was to you- or maybe because of how often he complimented you when there wasn't another woman in his arms.

You couldn't get those wicked thoughts to leave your mind until the day you finally admitted it. You actually got Mira to help with that because she was your closest friend in the guild apart from Loke. You knew that your heart never lied no matter what and whatever the situation, your heart would always tell the truth.

And so with the help of your white haired friend, you made her feel your pulse, placing her hand over your chest to feel the nervous thumping of the heart. You spoke the words to which she smiled in glee and then she told you the results- no blimps or upticks at all.

You had fallen in love with your best friend. And almost every week he had another prettier and more confident girl wrapped onto his arms like a sloth on a branch.
You tried dating other guys or giving yourself a makeover to feel better about yourself and not think of Loke but that only gave him more opportunities to cause you to melt at his compliments that only got better than the last.

But of course, concerning the attention he got from many other girls- you knew he only said them as a friend to somehow boost your spirits or make you feel better about yourself. You were only his best friend after all.

Listening to him use his smooth words on those lucky girls shattered you a little bit every day and you sometimes jumped, hoped he was suddenly speaking to you when he not so subtly delivered those exciting sentences to the women right beside you when you sat at the bar in the guild hall.

You only stayed there to chat with Mira. The woman gave you unending comfort and ease and you were eternally gratefully for her friendship. She sympathised with you but did nothing to push you to uncomfortable lengths and when she did, she only tried to softly nudge you to do something about your crushing feelings for the orange-haired boy.

You two were currently speaking about your recent photoshoot you had taken part of with Mira- it was for the summer issue and so obviously you two were both in your bikinis at the beach but just because it was for a summer catalogue didn't mean you had to be in your bikinis. It was just good for business obviously.

You had the said magazine on the bar, flipping through the pages disinterested with your head leaning against your arm as Mira was watching you as she cleaned some glasses and served other wizards who were also trying to get a glimpse at your half naked bodies.

Loke was a seat away from you watching from the corner of his hazel eyes and observing the magazine that showed you in an orange coloured bikini; complimenting your skin tone in a very sensual way and it just happened to be the colour of his hair. Intrigued, the mage that was voted fourth to have as a boyfriend in Sorcerer Weekly, shooed away the girl beside him and approached you with a small smirk on his flawless face as he threw his arm around your shoulders to get a better look at you and Mira in the magazine.