Love and loss - A GrayLu fanfic

CHAPTER 15

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Grays POV

It has been about a year since Lucys dissapeared.

Layla and me have been super depressed since,

Today Levys babysitting her just cause I needed some time to myself.

The clock reached 9pm

There was a knock on the door.

I sighed and stood up from the chair I was sitting on.

I went to the door and opened it.

"You're right on time" I said with a slight smirk

"Yes, Juvia would never be late" the blue-nette said.

"Shall we get started" I said.

"Yes, Gray-sama!" She replied cheerfully.

I pulled her toward me and roughly kissed her.

She slightly moaned.

"Mmh~ Gray-sama..." she yelped.

I closed the door and pulled the girl in the house.

As me and Juvia shoved our tongues down eachothers throats all I could think about was...

Lucy.

Lucys image came to my mind.

"Gray, I love you, you know that right?"

"Graayyyy, thats so cuuuttteese"

"Look at our new baby girl, Layla"

Then came Lucys tortured face as her body dissolved away.

Mouthing the words 'I love you' as her tear stained face dissapeared into gold sparkles.

Then...

Then came the worst of all.

It was Lucy, in the Bureau of magical development, suffering.

She was crying.

Crying and screaming.

And...I couldn't do anything.

I pulled away from mine and Juvias heated moment and looked away, tears forming in my eyes.

"Gray...sama...?" The girl in front of me quesntioned.

"Juvia, I'm so sorry, I just....I cant do this!!" I shouted as I ran upstairs.

I ran up to my room and slammed the door.

I guess Juvia took the hint and left because I couldnt hear her anymore.

I pushed my body over to Lucys memorial.

There was a picture of her, a picture of her and me,

And a picture of our family.

Tears started streaming down my face.

"Fuck...Lucy...no."

Come to think of it, it's Lucys death aniversary today.

I-i cant do this anymore.

I grabbed the closest razor near me.

Do it!!

Gray, you have friends and a daughter!! Dont!!

As I was about to slit my wrist, I heard a knock at the door.

I opened it and seen Natsu.

"What...the fuck do you want?" I told him.

The clock reached 9:30.

"Gray, i'm just....I came to say, im sorry"

"Ive done somw bad shit, hurt other people and im fucking sorry okay?"

"I know what aniversary it is today, so..I just came to try and make you feel better"

I hesitated then hugged him.

"Thank you, thank you so much" I said.

Sorry this chapter Is so short, I had to post something.

its 1:30 am here, so bear with me if this chapter is crappy, and im sorry if it is.

Ill write more tomorow considering I have a day off.

See y'all next time!!