My Life, thoughts, and Feels

grandpa

Last night I visited my grandpa.my grandma gave him another flag. My brothers and I even took a picture with him. Taylor stood behind him, Dustin stood to one side and I to the other. As we took our picture none of us smiled.none of us smiled because this wasn't an ordinary visit...my grandpa died a yr ago. I haven't seen him in six years...as we first parked the car I was nervous, then when we found his grave I was almost in tears......but as soon as I saw his name on that gave everything hit me all at once. The memories, the laughs, all the good times and bad times. Seeing his grave was a verification for me. Like some part of me thought he was on vacation and not dead. I really really wanted the news to be a lie but the name carved in the stone was no lie. I cried so hard I couldn't talk. I could barely breath....I loved my grandpa so much....yesterday I went and visited my grandpa, and it will become the new ordinary visit...