i deserve it

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I deserve it. Everything you did to me. Every hit. Every punch. Every bad thing you've ever said about me. I deserve it. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm a screwup who can't do things right. I deserve to be punched for that. I'm sorry I can't see every bone in my body yet. I deserve to not ride in the car with you for that, I deserve to be told to "get your fat ass and walk". I'm sorry the nightmares make me tired, I deserve to work harder during the day..I know I'm worthless ok. I know I'm not any good. I know I'm unneeded and I should just leave. You don't need to remind me....even tho I deserve everything you do to me..

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