Existential Me

Chapter 7

Does everything ever seem so surreal to you? Do you ever feel like you're there but it's like your watching it as a dream, everything seems so unreal and out of perspective. Things seem brighter, the stars shine brighter, the colours in the sky vibrant as ever, the cool breeze relaxing and exhilarating at the same time something about life every so often is so dream like that you don't even feel like you're you? It's strange, maybe I'm just happy for once, just pure happiness that I'm suddenly seeing things in a good light. Seeing people smile and laugh and seeing others happy makes me happy, I don't know maybe I really am just happy for once.

In other news, I met a girl, her name is Piper and she's gorgeous, did I forget to mention I'm bi? Sorry bout that but yeah I met her in the cafe I work at, it was my day off and I was just sitting in for a coffee reading my book, she sat down across from me and just started up a conversation about my book, turns out we have the same interest in books, we talked for hours and I bought her a coffee, we're having lunch on Saturday, she's very confident and asked me to lunch and she told me upfront she's into women, apparently there has been too many times where people thought it was just friends. I know you're probably wondering what about Daniel but we aren't official we've been on 2 dates and I've even told him I am seeing other people, and I've told Piper so now I'm torn between the perfect man and the perfect woman, I'm so screwed but by who is the question.