Never Ending -Shamila Fanfic

Parted.

2 months later.....

Shawns P.O.V

"Camila.....?"I grunted out.

"Yes Shawn.?"She looked at me.I looked at her and it looked like she had no feelings towards me...but to someone else.Jacob.

"Do you love Someone else?"I played with my temples while sitting on her bed.

".....Shawn...Yes...maybe....but no.... I'm with you."She looked down and my face softened.I felt like I was never loved at all.She shot right through me.

"So I'm someone you love but you have feelings for a person...."I ran my hand through my hair.

"Im sorry Shawn.I just felt like I had to choose somebody....Its just not you."She said looking up to me.

Should I stay or should I go.I can't take chances of a lover going down.The words cut right through me.I can't take the pain.I looked down as she grabbed my hand.I let go of it.I regret doing it.But she did NOT have feelings for me.

"I don't think we can last anymore.Camila."I looked at her and I looked sad.

"okay Shawn.....I totally understand..."Camila replied as I got up.I kissed her forehead one last time.Someone was tearing us apart.So I just gave whoever what they wanted.I opened the door and got in my car.I started crying and kicked the door of my car.I really thought I had something.Guess I'm back to being alone.

On Monday....

I walked through the hall.I noticed that I wasn't greeted by the guys. I looked back at them and they were different.I Shawn Mendes....Officially forgotten was on the news.Rumors spread that I quit.Its true.I looked up and Cameron and the rest were wearing letterman jackets. Football season.There girlfriends were clinging on them.Even Ally was clinging on Vince since he moved here.Cameron shoved me and I just shut my eyes.I opened my locker.

"Bitch."He mumbled.Camila stared at me and looked away.I realized Camila liked Jacob.I guess Bea broke up with him.I
walked to class quickly and went to my regular seat.Jacob came up to me and leaned on the table.

"My seat now.Get up dick."He smirked and..my friends who are now jocks..started laughing.I can't believe that I fell for someone....
I pursed my lips hard and got up and leaned on the table.I looked at Camila and our eyes met.

"I'll move.Just don't hurt Camila.Or you'll end up dead."I clenched my jawline as he put his hands up.

"Fine.The only person I'm hurting is you."he started laughing as I passed through the guys and sat in the back.I got my history text book out.Then I felt as if Camila kept looking at me.I peeked up and she was turned around looking at me.

I got up and left class early.Jacob is Camila's problem.Bea followed me but I ignored.

"Shawn c'mon why won't you talk to me?"Bea whispered.

"Cause your the one that broke apart Jacob and Camila.I ended up with her but she didn't have feelings for me.There was no spark ....no- happiness to her.She picked Jacob over me . I'm done finding people who are just gonna leave me.Im just leftovers because of YOU..." emphasized the last word.Her face softened and just walked away.Camila was just standing there with Jacob.She looked sad.Then Jacob was smiling.This is all stupid.Just chill Shawn.I looked down and bit my lip.I shook my head.Started laughing.I looked at the journal.And tossed it to Camila.

Camila's P.O.V

"Cause your the one that broke apart Jacob and Camila.I ended up with her but she didn't have feelings for me.There was no spark ....no- happiness to her.She picked jacob over me . I'm done finding people.Im just leftovers because of YOU..."The words were in my mind....

I caught the journal.Then looked at Shawn.He didn't think I loved him.I just.....had feelings for Jacob.I looked at Jacob who I was walking with.I looked at Shawn who was getting shoved by the jocks.He just knudged his way through.Because of Jacob he's trash to everyone else.Same with Bea .Im with Jacob now .Because of me....Shawn was the forgotten.I felt bad.Guilty.

"Mila can I see that Journal?"Jacob asked as we sat down.

"Uh sure...just dont do anything wrong to it...I don't want Shawn angry."I smiled and kissed him.Shawn walked pass and Jacob just tripped him.Why do I love jacob?.....I don't know..Shawn kept walking.

"Cam me and the guys will be at the field.Wanna come?"He asked.

"Ill be at the gym with the girls."I threw in a little smile.

"Okay."He kissed my forehead and he jogged to the field.He seemed really off for a second.

I head to the gym and the girls were laughing and smiling.

"Camilaaa"They tried doing there Mexican impressions.I giggled and rolled my eyes.

"What?"I sighed.As I looked at them they knew that I still felt bad for Shawn.

"Shawn said to us to say sorry.He gave you that journal so you can read it whenever you felt down.The journal is all his songs.And notes about you to make you smile.We felt bad that the guys were now against Shawn ...so we are staying by Shawn."Normani told me.The girls nodded at what she said.

"He really loves you...But we understand that you like Jacob."Dinah added.I started crying and they all hugged me.I stopped and realized that I gave my stuff to Jacob.My phone.Shawns journal....Shit.

"We have to go too the field..Now"I got up and ran the girls followed me.

"Why?"Lauren asked as we were running.

"Jacob has everything thats mine.I know what he's doing."I said as we headed through the gates of the field.I stopped and there was a fire.Shawn was getting beat up right beside it.Jacob looked at me and Cameron crouched near Shawn.Shawn was burned.

Shawn's P.O.V

Camila texted me.-meet me at the field.-And I ran.I thought she wanted to apologize but once I got there..Jacob tackled me.He put me down and lit my journal on fire.

"NOO NOO NOO STOPP MATT STOP YOU BIIIIITCHHHHH."I yelled out.I got punched more and more.Jacob dragged me to the fire and lifted my sleeve.He put my forearm in the fire and started yelling and crying.

"Bitch don't ever te- Fuck its Camila."Jacob got up. and ran Cameron crouched.

"Im sorry man.For being a dick and shoving you...I called the girls to help you."Cameron wrapped my arm with adhesive wrap he took from the nurses office.I started closing me eyes cause I felt dizzy.I woke up as I felt someone grab my hand.Camila.

"Im sorry Shawn I didn't know he would do this."she said rubbing my palm.

"Its fine.."I got up and put my hood up.I looked down at her and looked away.I limped my way up the bleachers.Cameron started stomping the fire and grabbed the journal.He showed me it.It was just the cover that was burned.None of the papers were burned.
Camila grabbed the book and opened it and started reading.

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