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Camila's P.O.V
I looked at Shawn who was using the knife to cut the bird meat off.Damn.20 freaking days together.I hate when I see him struggling.His hands are always shaking for some reason.Whenever I hold them.They're cold blooded.I need to find out what happened to him.

"Shawn."I frowned and he hid his hands."Shawn what has happened to you.....You act diffrent your hands shake."I looked at him and he shook his head.

"No.I can't. "He closed his eyes.He tried to run and I grabbed his arm and he groaned in pain.

"Shawn what the hell?! Since when have you been doing thi-"A loud noise came from the sky.A chopper!Shawn ran off and shot the flare gun and the chopper landed.The pilot came out and me and shawn picked up our stuff one by one.We sat in silence and I wanted to break the silence.But I didn't want him to feel miserable.

     When we got off,Me and Shawn went to the hotel.He left to go to his uncles.Leaving me behind to get myself fixed and ready to go home.

"Honey!"A smile that I've missed for awhile.My parents.

"Hey mom...hey daddd"I hugged them both.They seemed really worried when I stepped out of the  hug.

"Are you alright cam?"My dad asked when he observed my face.

"I just-..Miss you guys.."I hugged them tightly.But,I wasn't alright.Shawn cut himself.Today.I saw Shawn as he was walking back.With a long sleeve shirt.Why was he so depressed.Did I do something wrong.....

Shawn's P.O.V
I wish she would've never known.That I've hidden the depression and the pressure that was  on me every single day.I didn't want this to happen.To me.To her.To her.I was interrupted from my thoughts from a tap on my shoulder.It was Jess.I gave her a kind smile.Then she hugged me.I didn't hug her back.

"Why no hug back?"She frowned.I shrugged.She stared at me .

"Shawn...I gotta tell you something..."She looked down like she was guilty.

"What."I responded back as I rubbed my temples.

"I don't....actually wanna be with you....Jacob...My brother actually....wanted me to be with you so you couldn't be with Camila....Shawn I really am sorry...."She stood up as I left.

"Dan I'm leaving today."I grabbed my bag and everything I brang.Me and Camila were all over the news.A rumor of spending a secret vacation on a getaway island.I don't care.I ordered a ticket to the earliest plane ride back to L.A.

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