A Friend Like You (Ferard Fanfic)

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(a/n: this is going to be a long chapter so enjoy!)

I woke up this morning and I decided I was going to come out to my family. I walked downstairs and asked everyone to come to the living room and to sit down. I told them that I like boys. My dad's face went red. He's angry with me. My mom looked completely fine. "Gerard, we love and accept you no matter what you do. Being gay is not a crime. At least not to me. I support you in every way. No one can help the way they feel," she said. My father got up. "Gerard, I don't support you. You need to leave this house immediately. I do not care what your mother says. Being gay is a crime, now get out," he shouted at me. My mother stood up and smacked him. "If you think that way about our son then you're the one who needs to leave. You are supposed to be his father! You are supposed to support him no matter what! You can get out. Go live with your mother. I don't care! But if you think that the way he feels is a crime then you need to rethink your life." My mother stood up for me.

My dad packed up his stuff and left. He told me that when I come to my senses and know that what I am is wrong, he'll come back. To be honest I don't want him to come back. He's the reason why I don't trust people like I used to. Just as my dad was about to get in his car, I shouted, "Fuck you dad!" He gave me a horrible look.

I decided I would text Frank.
To Frank: I have to tell you something.
From Frank: Okay? What is it.
To Frank: I'm gay.
From Frank: Gerard, I am too.
To Frank: Wait? Then who was that girl you were with. You kissed her?
From Frank: She kissed me. I don't like her like that though. To be honest, Gerard, I like you.
To Frank: Really?
From Frank: Yes. I've liked you since the first time I saw you sitting next to me in class.
To Frank: I've liked you since then too.

I put my phone down and shut it off. I was so happy. The happiest I've ever been in my entire life. Frank likes me, I like him. I have a feeling he doesn't actually like me. I think he's joking. I bet he's joking. I just wanna die. I went to the bathroom and started to cut again. I could just imagine him laughing while staring at his phone. I cut more and more. I couldn't help it. Since I've done it for so long it just becomes addicting.

I just cried myself to sleep that night. I'll kill myself tomorrow.