How to get away with Redrum

Jessa's Death Jessa "Lynx." Farrow: The Final Battle

I know that I should be sorry,
I killed people,
I am the reason that so many other students have died.

I could have saved them.

I could have saved him.

I never saved anyone though.

"Jessa, you know the only way you'll be happy is if you save someone." Titan whispered.

" I can't save anyone, I'm a villain." I mummered.

" I don't think that you are a villain." Titan whispered as he kissed me.

I am a villain though, no matter what he says.

He's dead.
I'm going to be dead also.
I can feel it in the darkness of the air.

I winced as I recognized a body fallen over on the floor.

It was the body of that kid Blake Young.

I frowned as I realize that I could have saved him.

I could have saved everyone.

The thing is though, I let the psychopaths come into the school.

I spotted them from a distance before they broke into the school but I didn't tell anyone.

I wanted the school to be destroyed.
I wanted everyone to die.
I wanted to be remembered.
I knew that by not warning anyone I would die.

"You know your a psychopath." A voice muttered to my right.

It was Briar, but it wasn't the Briar I knew.

It was her ghost.

"Briar, who did this to you?" I asked my hands automatically clenched into fists.

"You did it, you killed me."Briar whispered.

That's when I seen the corpse of Briar, my knife was sticking out of her stomach.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to kill you, I've turned into a monster..."I whispered.

"You're a terrible liar." Briar replied.

" I don't kill people Briar." I growed.

"You killed Brick though." Briar hissed.

"I never killed him!"I yelled.

I never killed Brick.
I never killed him.
I never killed anyone who didn't deserve to die.

"You did kill me, but I forgive you."A voice whispered softly.

"Tell me she's lying!" I shouted.

Please tell me I didn't kill the one person I cared about?

Don't tell me I killed someone who loved me.

"You know you killed me." Brick muttered.

His voice is what tells me it's true.
He would never lie to me.
I killed him....
The scary thing is I enjoyed the rush of murder.
I enjoyed killing him. 

"Just go to sleep and everything will be better." Brick whispered his voice full of sadness.

"There is something I need to do before I go to sleep forever." I muttered, I have to say goodbye.

I ripped a piece of paper out of my journal writing two notes.

Dear Psychopaths,

If it wasn't for me you wouldn't have even got in the school.
I  wanted to see the blood of my fellow students.
I wanted the hallways to be tainted brick red.
I was the one who killed Sara Cross.
I cut off her fingers, I made her die slowly.

I'm just as insane as you guys.
I killed Brick.
I killed the mute kid.
I killed Briar.

I guess in the end my death will settle the score but you should know that one day your blood will flow.

I hope you all die a beautiful bloody death.
Thanks for killing my neighbourhood.
They deserved it.

The Psychopath you didn't know about,
Jessa "Lynx" Farrow.

I folded the note carefully and pushed under the office door.

Dear Mrs.Noelle,

I guess you were right when you told me I am insane.

You always knew I had a tendency to kill people when I had the chance.

Did you know I liked the feeling of blood on my hands?

I guess you should know that your cats are going to be just fine.
I had a fellow partner keep an eye on the little darlings.

You don't need to worry about them at all.
I mean even if you die all the things you cared about will be okay.

Do you remember the time I told you I wanted to kill everyone?
The time that I almost stabbed you?

You didn't tell anyone though,
Maybe if you did nobody would have died.

This was what I was destined for.
I was meant to cause a war.

You better not forget me, or I'll haunt you.
Which would be a shame because you were my favorite teacher.
I hope you survive the little games they are playing with you guys.
I know you guys aren't platonic..
Good luck,
Jessa "Lynx" Farrow.

I shoved that note under the class I knew her and Radley holed up in.

I heard the footsteps shuffling to the doorway.

"Jessa, what are you doing?"The former psychology teacher asked.

"I'm going to die, it's the only way to make everything okay."I muttered.

"Why do you think death is the answer?" She questioned.

I just pointed to the envelope.

I can't let anyone change my mind.
I need to be dead before I kill anyone else.

I ran back down the hallway to Briar's corpse.

I positioned it so it looked like I didn't kill her.

"Do you want me to kill you? I could make it easier for you." The soft voice of Mrs.Noelle ran in my ears.

"You don't need my blood on your hands."I whispered, as I grabbed my knife.

I closed my eyes and plunged the knife into my stomach.

Naomi is gone.

"Everybody wants to go heaven, but nobody wants to die." I muttered as I stabbed myself again.

My hands reached for my iPod.

"Tonight The World Dies."

This is fitting.

I closed my eyes.

I stabbed myself in the throat and as the blood pours out I know I made the right decesion.

Nobody else will be murdered by me.

"Goodbye cruel world." I muttered as I stabbed myself one final time.

I am a killer.
I am a monster.
I am a psychopath.
I will not be forgotten.
I caused so much chaos.
I am the inferno that will burn on forever.
If I am forgotten the world will pay.
I will hunt them down.
I still have a games to play.