THEIR POSSESSION

Ch27:)She's a Big Bad Wolf

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Sasha grab my notebook, I'm going out for a bit. You're free to come along if you want, I need some fresh air and I haven't scribbled anything lately.

For Abigail,writing was her passion,holding a pen or pencil and paper gave her life.

If she didn't write, draw or even just doodle something on a piece of paper she'll feel clustered,like the words were building a box around her and she needed to be released immediately. Those were the days her depression would be prominent, either she'll lash out on everyone or seep into a withdrawn abyss.

She loved and hated those days.

"So, you are really interested in both of my brothers? "

Abby sighed,"Yes."

"That's awesome,I wish I will meet a man that looks at me the same way they look at and cares for you," Sasha sighed wistfully ... Some day."She added with conviction.

"Be careful what you wish for."Abby muttered.

"No,seriously."Sasha turned towards Abby,"They love you,its clear to see."

"I understand,but its not all sunshine and camomile tea, Sasha."

"It's hard and confusing sometimes,most of the time."Abby corrected herself.

"But you love them so it shouldn't be that hard."

"My mind doesn't work like that,nothing is ever easy for me. I always have to go through a process before I can completely accept what's happening even though my heart and body is screaming at me to give in....I just cant,I don't know how to. I'm so accustomed to thinking negatively and everything working against me, I allow my mind, the most serious calculating part of me to make the decisions and it likes to take its sweet little time."

"Whoa,you're deep."

"And messed up."Abby added grumpily.

"Why does it have to be so hard?" Abby queried to herself.

"I love them, I do."Abby told herself low enough for her ears but loud enough for Sasha to hear the sound of turmoil rumbling in her heart.

"It's going to get easier I promise,they'll help you,but you have to be open to how they're going to help."

"I know them,you'll be fine."

"Says the little sister of the big bad wolves."Abby chuckled.

"I'm ready to face them, are you coming?"

"Yup."

"Are you alright? "Malik asked as she reached the doorsteps lifting her up bridal style caressing her thighs in the process, she didn't bother to scream because she knew the behavior of her men like she knew the exact moment they pried her heart open and made a home there.

Thieves.

They were her everything she just needed her mind to comply and her father back into her sight.

She needed her father.

"Malik."Abby scolded, kissing his neck which was a contradiction to what she was implying when she said his name.

"You're cute and womanly,"he mumbled nipping her bottom lip.

"I don't think cute and womanly go together,"Abigail replied scrunching up her nose.

"I'm sadistic and mature,"Abby whispered licking his chin.

"Yes,and you're also sensual and complex with a hint of a caring attitude somewhere in the mix."Malik smirked.